Mr. Bieber's Chauffeur {BxB} ~ Book 1

Chauffeur ~ Chapter 68

Justin P.O.V

Laying down on the bed, I stared at the ceiling. Feeling my vision blurring with unshed tears. Perhaps I wanted to cry because Jason lied to me. Perchance I wanted to cry because I forgot part of my life. Possibly I just want to cry because of my hormones and the fact that they are all over the place since I almost have eight weeks long.

Perhaps I confused things and Jason only wanted to protect, which is exactly what I have understood he was doing but it doesn't mean he had to lie to me to do so. I would have understood more if he have told me people were after me to hurt me. Seeming as I would be more conscience of what is going on and I would be more likely to help him protect the both of us.

But no, Jason decided to be macho and lie about it instead. He decided to create a river of blood instead and that doesn't help me at all. It's going to be hard for Jason to leave that gangster life behind him and I don't care what I do, I will persuade him into leaving that life. If not for himself or for me, he has to think about our baby. Placing my hands on my tummy, I closed my eyes and started singing for my baby and I.

"Across the ocean, across the sea,

Starting to forget the way you look at me now
Over the mountains, across the sky,
Need to see your face, I need to look in your eyes

Through the storm and through the clouds
Bumps on the road and upside down now
I know it's hard, babe, to sleep at night
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

All alone, in my room
Waiting for your phone call to come soon
And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles,
To be in your arms, holding my heart

Oh, I,
Oh, I,
I love you
And everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the long nights
And the bright lights
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

You know that I care for you
I'll always be there for you
I promise I will stay right here, yeah

I know that you want me too,
Baby we can make it through anything
'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
Everything's gonna be alright"

A knock on the door made me move my eyes towards the closed door of the plane bedroom. I knew exactly who it was. Mumbling a come in, I heard the knob twisting before I saw the door opening. Jason sneaked his head inside and gave me a tight smile.

"Can I come in?" He asked not above a whisper.

"Yes" Opening the door wider, Jason walked in and closed the door behind him before walking towards the bed and taking a seat on the bed before thanking my hand on his and giving it a squeeze.

"I am sorry, okay? I'm sorry I lied to you, damsel. I'm sorry you lost your memory because of me, I am so sorry for everything I am making you go through with my lifestyle because my enemies are now yours and I have never thought of it like that. I want what is best for you and our baby and I am going to make sure you two get just that. I love you, damsel and I don't want to lose you because I am a selfish little bitch" Sitting up, I lifted my hand and caressed Jason's cheek as I looked at him in the eyes.