Think Again (Camren)

I Think I Think I Like Girls

Camila's PoV

School was back in session after a long week off. I didn't think I'd be happier going back to school, but I was. I was able to go a whole day without hearing from Austin. Bad to say, I know, but the guy became overprotective over the week break. He used to know when I'd need my space, but that past week, he was all over me like a dog in heat. And he was very much in heat.

I slept with him a few times just because I wanted to relieve tension I had regarding my unwanted feelings for another girl. And I slept with him so he'd get off me for a while, literally. Like I said, he was good in bed but I had no one to compare it too. I skipped the foreplay most of the time. Not really wanting to gag myself just to pleasure a guy who doesn't see fit to use the same amount of time on me.

Anyway, there'll be plenty of sex talk later on. Enough of that.

I was standing at my locker when Kyla showed up with a CD in her hand. "What's this?" I asked her as she handed it to me.

"Something Austin told me to give to you," she winked and leaned up against the lockers, looking at me, "he said you should listen to it on your way home after school."

I shook my head and threw it in my locker. "Has he been acting different to you lately?" I asked my best friend as we made our way to class.

"Austin?" Kyla looked at me with confused, yet amused, look. "I just think he's really got it bad for you. Word is you two do it like, 3 times a week."

Ugh. Now who would've gone and said that. "Where'd you hear that from?" I asked, slightly amused even though I was overly annoyed.

"Well Kelsey heard it from a cheerleader that goes to ViewBelle. Apparently locker room talk isn't really private and Austin likes to spread the news around that he can get laid whenever he wants. At least 3 times a week." Kyla looked at me funny. "Do you really have sex that many times?"

I couldn't help but smirk. Kyla wasn't a virgin, but she wasn't exactly getting any those days either. She lost her virginity before I did. "I guess you can say we used too?" I shrugged and took my seat in the classroom.

"Wait . . . what do you mean, you used too?" Kyla whispered, her mouth wide open.

I nodded and chuckled at her speechless look. "Look Kyla, Austin and I don't always have sex. Despite what people are saying and it's pretty fucking sad that the rumours are travelling from ViewBelle to here."

Kyla shrugged and sat back in her chair. "He's always turning down girls you know. He could get laid by every girl on that cheerleading squad, but he chooses to be faithful," she paused. I watched her eyes get a devilish glint in them. "You must be a wildcat in bed," she nudged me.

I laughed and shushed her as the teacher walked in. We stifled our giggles and opened our books to the appropriate chapter.

After school had arrived and I was tired from all the learning. I wasn't a slacker when it came to my school work, I liked to study. Wouldn't admit it half the time, but I did. That and I needed a certain average to stay on my hockey team, even though they couldn't afford to lose me anyway. Was I being conceited? Yes. Why? Because I knew I was that good.

I started towards the senior student's parking lot when I thought I recognized a female standing next to my used CRV. I walked closer and a familiar face smiled at me. It was cold out and this young woman was standing there shivering.

"I was hoping I'd get the vehicle right. Silver CRV with black interior," her smile was contagious, "nice seeing you again Cabello."

"Lauren," I breathed, smiling uncontrollably. "How'd you know where to find me? You're still in town?"