Error Code 404 (Saeran x Reader x Saeyoung) {Completed}

Chapter 7~ Trust

(Y/n)'s P.O.V.

I was fed up. I put my phone down and got up out of bed. I walked over to my computer. I picked it up off the floor and walked back to the bed. I placed it down and hopped back onto the bed. I opened it and powered it on. I sighed.

I can't believe it's come to this. I thought.

As I kept typing I heard footsteps approach the bed.

"You okay Saeyoung?" I asked. He didn't respond. I sighed, not looking up from the laptop screen.

"(Y/n)." He said.

"Hmm?" I asked.

"Whatever happens... Don't trust what V says." I didn't respond. "I'm not joking." he said as he sat down in the chair that was placed infront of the desk with a computer. "God... I think you shouldn't be more involved with the RFA." I kept typing letting him do the talking. "He told me not to open the drawer because there's something in there. An alarm will ring if someone were to open the drawers or one of the cabinets. But I can easily control the alarms, and I'm sure you'd be able to hack into the system, so if either of us wanted to  we could see everything... I'm sure he logged in because he got nervous that we were up to something."

"If we can controls them then why don't we do it?"

"Maybe someday... But not right now." He sighed." I'm sure that whatever's in there is something no RFA member should ever see. Now that my trust in V is shattered, I can barely keep sane at the moment."

"Is there anything I can do to help?" I asked.

"God.. It's nothing. I made you worry. I don't know what I'm blabbering right now.  I feel like I should just shut down." he said as he stood back up. "Anyways, don't worry about that drawer. I'll take care of it."

"I feel like they're just love letters or something." I joked. "Don't stress about it."

"(Y/n), you're very innocent and naïve. In this situation, I only think that you'll be very easy for others to manipulate and exploit."

"I was kidding." I said, "We've known each other for four years, you should know me by now."

"Ya, you're as stubborn as a mule." He sighed, "I think you should forget everything related to the RFA. Forget about the party. You'll only be in danger by staying around is." he said. "As soon as the hacker issue is solved, please, forge the RFA, forget about me and move out." I stopped typing.

"What?" I asked.

"You heard me. Do I have to say it again, once this issue is solved you're moving out."

"But-"

"But nothing. I'll pay for you to legally change your name back so you don't have to hack anymore and you can live a normal life. You can forget about everything that happened, me, the RFA, everything."

"Why are you making my decisions?" I asked.

"I'm telling you this because I know much more than you do. I've been in the RFA a lot longer than you, I've been through things I would never wish upon anyone. I don't want to drag you through what has happened to me." My heart dropped as I heard his words. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. "Even after you leave, if you try to contact me I will ignore. This is not for a person like you to get involved with." He took a long and deep sigh. "Let's just stop talking about this."

"Why?" I asked as I stared at the computer. "Why stop talking about this?" I didn't get a reply. "I've been living with you for four years now and you're all of a sudden telling me to move out? Why stop talking about it? You're saying it like it doesn't mean a damn thing, like you're throwing out the garbage. Like everything we've been through means nothing."

"Because it doesn't." he mumbled. I felt my heart shatter. I just kept staring at my computer. "You've been put in danger multiple times because of me, there's no guarantee that something more dangerous won't happen in the future! You're chances of being in danger multiply being around a guy like me"

"DO YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW THAT?!" I shouted as I looked up from my computer. "I chose this life, I chose to become a hacker, do you think I didn't know what kind of crap I'd be getting myself into?" I stared directly at him as tears welled up in my eyes. "Why didn't you kick me out before all this happened?"

"Because I was forced to live with you!"

"What?"

"The boss wanted me to live with you because it was "mental training". They thought they could send you over to help me become more social!" he said. "And so you could be around someone."

"So all these years, I've been living with you werent because you wanted me to, but because the boss told you to." I asked. He sighed.

"It's not the time to go on about this, just worry about staying alive!"

"Staying alive?!" I asked. I took a deep breath. "Never mind."

"It's agreed then, after we finish the whole hacker ordeal we're going our separate ways?" He asked. I didn't respond. I felt the tears stream down my face as I stared at him. I felt as if a building had just collapsed on me, hell I wish this building would collapse on me. There was no meaning to my life anymore. "damn... Don't look at me like that!" He shouted as he clutched his hair. "I'm going into the hallway... I'll come in when I'm finished fixing everything." he picked up his computer from the ground and walked out of the room leaving me and my thoughts.

I sat there just staring at the place Saeyoung stood. I couldn't believe what just happened, I didn't want to believe what had happened.

Why would he say something like that? Don't I mean anything to him?

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