When the ice melts (girlxgirl) [complete]

Chapter 21

Dušica's P.O.V.

"I am gay" were first words I said when I opened my eyes this morning.

"I am so bloody gay!" I yelled which startled Charlie who jumped from bed and started barking.

I took another pillow that was next to me and put it on my face. I started screaming like idiot while going with my legs up and down.

Once I felt better, I put pillow away and sighed. Charlie jumped on me and titled his head while looking at me. I needed to laugh because he looked so funny.

"Move, buddy I have to shower" I said and placed him on bed.

I went to bathroom and striped quickly. I need to think about everything. This is probably just little simple crush right? Right! It will pass by time. I mean girl isn't even gay for crying out loud! Even Mia and Elena noticed that she is probably seeing someone or something like that. I need to find a way to make this pass.

Even if something could happen, which by the way can't, I don't know how would I even said that to my parents. Okay, mom would be probably cool about it but dad... I don't know. It's just Serbia like whole country is homophobic. People there are conservative and they teach their kids something like LGBT is just wrong. My dad was raised in that kind of surrounding and I just don't know what his reaction would be. Sure, he is okay with other people being gay, but his only daughter?

Wait... Why do I even think about this? We all know nothing is going to happen. I just need to ignore this feelings and Sam herself. Yeah, that's probably right thing to do.

I sighed deeply and walked out of shower. I dried my body, brushed my teeth and dress red underwear.

I walked into closet while humming some song that was in my head since yesterday but I have no idea which song is that nor lyric of it. It's so annoying!

"Hmm, what should I wear?" I asked while looking around.

Let's take something cute to impress someone, huh?

"No, no, no! Stop thinking about it!"

I sound crazy for talking to myself right now, don't I? But what can I do?

I walked around closet looking for anything good to wear. I pick up white ripped jeans, white sneakers and green shirt. I put front side of shirt in jeans. It was little chilly today so I took white leather jacket as well.

When I was ready to walk out, my phone rung. I pick it up without looking at caller ID.

-Hey babe, ready for first day?- It was Mia, I could always recognize her sleepy voice, it sounds cute.