Misfitt & A Thug.....The Sequal

Chapter 23

Delonie P.O.V.

I layed in my bed crying. I never wanted Harlem to find out anything the way he did. I was going to tell him I swear I was. It's just so embarrassing so I thought putting it on another guy would be easier than the truth I mean who wants to actually admit that, their father is raping them and got them pregnant.?!! I couldn't blame Harlem because we always used a condom and the dates wouldn't match up. I cried and cried until I couldn't no more.

I woke up in pain. My whole body was numb, I could bearly move. I looked at my phone and it was going on 2am. I couldn't believe I slept so long. I didn't have any messages from anyone. I went to my messages and typed in Harlem's name. I wanted to talk to him desperately. Yeah I was wrong for what I did but I never ment for him to get hurt ever. I knew he was cheating on me that's why I started cheating back.

"Can we talk please.!!" I texted him hoping and praying he would answer. I finally got up to take a nice hot shower and get something to eat. I had to do something.

"Bling bling.!" My phone went off scarring me. I thought it was him but it was only my little cousin Janiyah. I tossed my phone back on the bed and finished getting dress. I layed in my phone and grabbed my ringing phone. I went to my messages and it was a message from Harlem.

"Talk about what Delonie it ain't shit you need to say to me.!"

"Harlem I'm sorry.! If I can take this all back baby I swear I would.! Your the only person I have left.!"

"Bitch you wasn't saying all that when you was suckin dick stop textin my phone cause I'm tired of waking up to yo bullshit.!"

"Harlem you can't completely do me like this.?! Your parents kilt my father I know and seen stuff about y'all that I probably shouldn't. I mean I'm
Not gone say anything but how do you expect me to just go on with life knowing my boyfriend parents kilt my father than my boyfriend just up and leaves me.? I know what I did was wrong but I did it for a reason I had no other choice.!"

"No other choice for what.? We been together for how long.? Exactly muthafucka you know it wasn't shit in this world you couldn't come to me and talk about with me. So that's a lame as excuse.! Delonie your not shit.!"

"You think I wanted to be pregnant with MY OWN FATHERS CHILD.?! No.! He's been raping me since he took me from my mom.! He was beating the hell out of me that's the only thing you know about Harlem. That shit hurts and not easy to admit. I was embarrassed as fuck to tell you that so I lied to another nigga and had sex with him to make him believe it was his baby to pin it on him because who the fuck wants to admit that they are pregnant by there fucking father Harlem. You have a great life you don't have to worry about shit.! You have it all your fucking perfect you even got your dead mom back.! I don't have shit, my mom is a crack whore, my dad was rapping me. You cheated on me and been cheating on me which is where I got the plan from and it was also to get back at you. You are the only person I have left in this fucking world Harlem and your walking away from me the shit hurts so bad bro and you don't even care.!"

I wiped my tears and pressed my home button sitting my phone down. I tried so hard not to cry while texting him. He don't understand at any second I can go to the police and snitch and tell them everything that happened from beginning to end but I'm not that type of bitch.! I been down for him since I met this boy and he's doing me so wrong. I wanted to tell him off some more but it's been about 30 minutes and I haven't gotten a text back. I sighed and rolled over laying on my other side starring at the big teddy bear he had got me one year for Valentine's Day.

*Bling Bling* my phone went off in my sleep...
"Are you fucking kidding me Delonie.! you think I like this shit being rude and mean to you.! You and I both know this ain't me. Let's be real Ima nigga and niggas do dumb shit yeah I cheated never on purpose or intentionally it's some shit that just happened. I only kept going back to a bitch cause these bitches is dumb.! These bitches in love with a nigga that will NEVER love them EVER, I'm
In love with a whole bitch I'm in love with yo dumb ass. When you kicked me out and I had no where to go I was up under the next bitch know why cause they welcomed me with open arms not giving a fuck about you, so of course ima give some dick to have a place to sleep. But I always used a condom not once did I ever fuck a bitch raw, got her pregnant, nothing never even had you lookin stupid, you damn sure wouldn't of never thought I was cheating until yo dumb ass friends started to get in yo ear cause they jealous of you. No I ain't making excuses but you let another nigga stick his dick in you that's foul as fuck and you violated me imagine if that nigga would of had HIV or Aids and you fucked him not once but multiplied times and you caught it than gave it to me. THAN WHAT.? Or some shit that's not curable Delonie THINK you coulda at least fucked that nigga with a condom. But you didn't.! No matter what the situation was baby you could of came to me and I would of helped you. NO MATTER WHAT I'm yo man, DELONIE YOURS anything you need I got you, anything you wanted I got you, ANYTHING in this fuckin world. And for you to sit here and say you was embarrassed is bullshit. You wasn't embarrassed to come to me with that black eye, you wasn't embarrassed to come to me with them bruises and broken jaws or busted lips. I took care of you every step of the fuckin way nobody but me. On God my right hand on the Bible Delonie if you would of kept that baby I would of been the best father to it and it just hurts me even more because the only person that loved you, cared for you, wanted to be here for life with you, you said fuck you and went to a whole other nigga and pinned it on him. You was better off pinning it on me sayin It was mine but no you chose to fuck another nigga, a night who was gone be a dead beat at that than look at you stuck with a baby and stupid I'm not CAMRON I wasn't gone stick around and take care of that nigga baby but if you woulda of came to me like you do for everything else and told me what was up I would of gladly been that father.! I was suppose to make you my wife.....but we can forget all that