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Chapter 2- Videos

After I got home from that hell hole, I face planted on my bed, thanking the high heavens for letting it be Friday. I got out of bed after a quick nap and hopped in the shower. After scrubbing my scalp clean I stepped out into the steamy bathroom. I let my wet hair fall down my back and blow-dried it. (Of course burning my fingers a few times before I was done.)

I wrapped my towel tightly around my body and ran down the hallways into my bedroom and slammed the door. I really don't know why, being the only person in the house, but I needed to make sure nobody could hear or see me.

I went to my dresser and picked out a over sized shirt and some soft pajama pants and headed to the small desk in my room. I sat in front of the sticker covered macbook that was laid neatly on my desk and flipped it open, using my pass code to unlock it. I opened safari and typed in YouTube, checking my account.

70,467,135 subscribers

It said on the top, I smiled, I only real smiled when I was in the internet, because nobody judged me on how I looked, just what I said and did. I wish it was always like that; in real life.

But it wasnt.

I minimized my safari and opened my recording and filming app. I started the song music on my iPhone and began to sing.

I don't mind
Letting you down easy but just give it time
If you don't hurt now then just wait, just wait a while
You're not the big fish in the pond no more
You are what they're feeding on

So what are you gonna do
When the world don't orbit around you?
So what are you gonna do
When the world don't orbit around you?

Ain't it fun?
Living in the real world
Ain't it good?
Being all alone

Where you're from,
You might be the one who's running things
Where you could ring anybody's bell and get what you want
You see its easy to ignore trouble
When you're living in your bubble

So what are you gonna do
When the world don't orbit around you?
So what are you gonna do
When nobody wants to fool with you?

Ain't it fun?
Living in the real world
Ain't it good?
Being all alone

Ain't it good to be on your own?
Ain't it fun, you can't count on no one
Ain't it good to be on your own?
Ain't it fun, you can't count on no one
Ain't it fun?
Living in the real world

Don't go crying to your mama
Cause you're on your own in the real world
Don't go crying to your mama
Cause you're on your own in the real world

Don't go crying to your mama
Cause you're on your own in the real world
Don't go crying to your mama
Cause you're on your own in the real world

Ain't it fun? Ain't it fun? Baby, now you're one of us
Ain't it fun? Ain't it fun? Ain't it fun?

Ain't it fun?
Living in the real world
Ain't it good? Ain't it good?
Being all alone

Ain't it fun?
Living in the real world (Cause the world don't orbit around you)
Ain't it good? Ain't it good?
Being all alone

Don't go crying to your mama (To your mother)
Cause you're on your own in the real world (Don't go crying)
Don't go crying to your mama (To your mama)
Cause you're on your own in the real world
Don't go crying to your mama
Cause you're on your own in the real world (This is the real world)
Don't go crying to your mama
'Cause you're on your own in the real world (This is the real world, this is the real world)
Don't go crying to your mama (Don't go crying)
'Cause you're on your own in the real world
Don't go crying to your mama
'Cause you're on your own in the real world
Don't go crying (Don't you go, don't you go crying)
Don't go crying (You're on your own)
Don't go crying (Don't go crying to your mother)
Don't go crying

I sang with the beat, pouring all my feelings into to song, it was one of my favorite songs, because those girls at my school? Once Mommy and Daddy take away their credit cards, they won't be able to walk on their own two feet. I know not all rich people are like that, but those ones were.

After I uploaded the video, I secured the black tape on my camera, I put that on just in case some one tried to hack into my camera, even though I have a firewall that could take on the CIA.

I crawled into bed and yanked down the lever on my lamp to turn off the light and fell into another night of dreamless sleep.