s t r o n g | brendon urie

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i didn't come out of my room for the rest of the day. brendon tried pleading with me but i didn't want to talk. they didn't get it.

the next morning brendon was waiting as soon as i woke up. "better get up. you have college" he smiled. i threw a pillow at him.

but that didn't help.

he made me go in. and it sucked. i got none of my work done and it was horrible. all i got was hatred towards me. mariah was with me too, who didn't want to argue with josh and went to college without any hesitation.

i went home in tears. "hey how was your day?" brendon smiled as i walked into the living room. i threw my bag down and took my hoodie off. "are hugs supposed to give you bruises!?"

i'd kinda gotten beaten up a bit. they didn't punch my stomach thankfully but i was so scared. "did you tell anyone?" brendon asked. "yeah. after i gave her a nose blood and she twisted her ankle. oh and then i was put on report" i said casually. "lana what the fuck!? why'd you fight back!?" he exclaimed. "brendon, you know how i feel about ignoring" i said.

after a argument i just walked out of the house. megan and hayley found me and comforted me but i just wanted to cry.