Part 2 of SAD!
Y/n POV
It's been 3 months since that whole Finn fiasco and everything has been...pure shit.
First, Finn got a girlfriend, Julie, she's a model with black hair and blue eyes, of course Finn would pick her.
Then, everyone else didn't even have the audacity to text or call me to see if i was okay. No Sophia, no Wyatt, no Finn.
Lastly, to top it all off, my life started going downhill. I got into cigarettes, alcohol, and weed. No one else in my life knew about this and i was planning to keep it that way.
"Y/n, can you take this to Mrs Bronson's house?" My mom asked, barging into my room
"Ugh mom, do i have to?" I groaned
"Yes, you haven't been out of this room in months" i sighed and got up, knowing there's no arguing with my mom.
I slyly put a pack of cigarettes in my back pocket and headed out the door. I pulled out my lighter and inhaled the toxic air. Looking up, i saw Wyatt, Sophia, Jaeden, Jeremy, Chosen, Finn and Julie, shit!
I still wasn't over Finn or the fact that everyone has been ignoring me, but i continued to walk straight ahead. Maybe they won't notice a girl in a black hoodie, smoking a cig and casually wanting to kill herself, yeah no one will notice.
"Y/n?" Asked a familiar voice, i turned around and came face to face with Finn and the rest of the cast
"Uh Hey" i mumbled
"H-how are you?" Asked Chosen
"Why do you care? Never seemed to care before" i spat rudely, i know Chosen just wanted to be nice but i was petty and bitter and those two don't mix
"I-I'm sorry-"
"No, Chosen, it's fine" i sighed
"Is that a cigarette? You don't smoke" Finn said with a wording tone, i scoffed and rolled my eyes
"You don't know anything about me" i said sharply
"Please, i can know you like the back of my hand" Finn scoffed
"If you know so much about me then do you know that I've been doing a lot of drugs recently. Been partying more, drinking a lot. And none of you, none of you even bothered to make a phone call"
"Y/n-"
"Do you know what one little text or phone call could've done? One little 'hey y/n, you okay?' Or a 'hey wanna talk?' That could've stopped me from making horrible horrible decisions. But that didn't happen, because you decided that i wasn't important in your lives" i ranted as tears fell down my cheeks
"Y/n, I'm so sorry we didn't call or text, we thought you would just jump back but you didn't and so we thought you needed space" Sophia tried explaining
"But that the trouble! You thought and thought and thought and yet you never bothered to even send a quick text"
"Maybe they never liked you" mumbled Julie standing next to Finn
"Julie!" Finn whisper/yelled
"No, you know what? Finn, i thought you were my best friend but you didn't even bother to check up on me after what you saw. So you can stay with your whore of a girlfriend, but don't expect me to forgive you" i put out my cigarette and ran home.
Finn's POV
Fuck! I looked at the rest of the losers who were either crying or getting ready to cry.
"Well that was fun, let's go back to the park!" Julie said cheerfully as if nothing happened, i looked her in disbelief and realized that y/n was right
"Seriously Julie?"
"What? Come on it's not like you guys actually like her, I'm way better" she said confidently
"Go away..." i mumbled
"What?" She gasped
"I said go away. We're over" i said louder, she rolled her eyes and stomped off
"I'm sorry Finn, i know how much you liked her" Wyatt said putting his hand on my shoulder
"Did i though?" Wyatt looked at me confused
"I mean, she never made me laugh as much as y/n does, her smile doesn't make me wanna hug and kiss her like y/n does, her eyes don't light up like y/n does" i rambled on thinking about y/n
"You like y/n?" Asked Wyatt
"Oh shit i think i do" and that hit me like a ton of bricks
"Well you best get running before you're too late" Said Jeremy, i nodded and started sprinting towards y/n house. I saw y/n sitting on her porch ready to light a cigarette
"Y/n!" I yelled catching my breath once i reached the porch
"What do you want?"
"I wanna say I'm sorry-"
"Don't be. It's...whatever" she said flicking her lighter
"No, it's not 'whatever' and it's not okay" i grunted, pulling the lighter away from her so she could pay attention to me
"I was stupid, okay? I didn't realize it at the moment but i love you. I think i always have, when you ghosted i thought that i should at least try to move on. Julie was just a distraction from my real feelings. I. Love. You. Y/n" i looked at y/n who looked content and like she was about to cry
"I-i-" she tried to get the words out but i smashes my lips onto hers. She hesitated for a second before giving in and kissing back
"It's okay if you're not ready to say those words, but i do love you" i mumbled pulling away, she smiled and grabbed my hand
"C'mon let go watch Netflix and cuddle" she said softly, pulling me into her house and up to her room. What a day.
This was a bit late but i was catching up on the tea. JILLIE IS OVER. Maybe. If you don't know, Jacob asked fans for nudes, millie found out and they broke up but don't wanna say anything yet. Millie deleted all of the photos/videos of her and Jacob and unfollowed on on ig but then refollowed him so ppl won't get suspicious. Lol I'm not surprised at this point (with Jacob not mils) And i feel bad for Millie since that was her first real relationship and he got cheated on🤧😬 oh and i think Lilia posted a tweet that said "if you hurt my friends, you're dead to me" or something along those lines. Hope i supplied some good content and tea😂❤️
