"C'mon, Frank. Talk to me." Gerard said quietly, running his fingers through my hair. "I can't make it better if you won't explain."
"My mom saw you, and - and she knew that I'd been lying, and we went home and she started accusing me of being a cheap whore and getting on my knees for a B grade...and she called you a pedophile and said she was going to tell the Principal and the police and get you put away, and...and I told her that she'd never wanted me around, and she wanted me to go the same way as my dad...then she told me to get out so I came here."
He kissed the top of my head. "You're not a cheap whore, baby. You're my boyfriend, and I love you so much."
"I love you too. But what if she tells?"
He took a deep breath. "I think we should just lay low for a while. Tell your mom we broke up or something. I need to sort some stuff out, especially with leaving, and...I'm not gonna have a lot of time. So it's probably best if we take some sort of break. Just for a couple of weeks, until she calms down."
I looked up at him, licking my lips and tasting tears on my tongue. "So you don't want me around?"
"Of course I want you around, Frank, it's just...we don't want to give your mom a reason to report us, do we?"
"Right. Fine." I leaned against him, sat on his bed, and he nuzzled his nose against the top of my head.
"You know I love you." He said, his voice soft, and I 'mm'ed in response, exhaling heavily.
"I'd better go home." I carefully eased his arms away from me, standing up.
"You can stay, I -"
"No, I should go. I know where I'm not wanted."
A pained expression flickered across his face. "Baby, I always want you around."
"It feels like you want to break up with me..."
"No, of course I don't." He came and cupped my tear-stained face in his hands. "I'm just thinking that maybe we should lay low, or take a break. Just until everything with your mom dies down. I think that maybe we've gone way too fast into this without thinking -"
I stepped back, slapping his hands away. "You want to break up with me. Don't you?"
"Frank, listen to me. If we take a break, it doesn't mean we're not together, it just means that we won't be seeing each other as much. I love you, I don't ever want to let you go. But I'm leaving soon, you know that, and I need to sort things out. I need to figure out where I'm going to live, and who I'm working with, and -"
"Don't." I let out a sob. "Don't remind me that you're leaving."
"Frank -"
"I'm going. I'll call you."
I left the house, walking hurriedly down the street to my own house. I needed Gerard, oh God I needed Gerard, but if he wanted his space then I would give it to him. If he wanted to lay low then that was okay. I loved him enough to give him that.
But a break? How was I supposed to do that? I couldn't go a day without seeing him, never mind weeks.
Walking into my house was agony. It was deadly silent, slightly unnerving, but I paid no mind to it, heading to my room. I packed a few things in my backpack, including school stuff, and I exited the house, leaving a note for my mom.
'Gerard and I broke up - going to Brendon's.'
I was crying the entire journey to Brendon's, feeling weak and pathetic and lonely. I didn't know what was going on between Gerard and I, and I wasn't sure if I wanted to know, either. I just wanted things to be easy for once. The fact that he was my teacher always came back to haunt us in the end - and it was going to be the thing that ended us, that was for sure.
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Tell Me I'm A Bad Man [Teacher/Student Frerard]
FanfictionFrank was always the quiet kid. He got into fights when he shouldn't have, and he didn't often do his homework, and he had a habit of being late to class, but he was somehow still...the quiet one. Yet the teachers were still fond of him, and they to...