Use Somebody s.m

Pt. 24

Y/n POV:
My heart starts racing immediately after I read his text. I have no idea why, but it does. What's wrong? I text back: "what? What's wrong?" He read it immediately after I sent. "Ross?" He read that too. "Preacher Man✝️🖤 is calling" god help me. "Hello?" I answer and obvious shake in my voice. "Hey." He simply answers. I don't know why, but it immediately calms me down. "I did some research. I'm sorry I know I'm seeing you tomorrow but this couldn't wait. I'm so sorry....Y/n? Are you seriously asleep? God your impossible. Well. I guess I'll talk to you tomorrow. DON'T YOU DARE OVER SLEEP. If you are somehow hearing this, I think we should meet at my apartment to talk about this. Well...talk about what I found. I know you have some stuff you wanna tell me, so I guess I gotta make it even right? Alright. Well. Sleep well. Bye Sunshine." *beep beep...beep beep...beep bee-* what the? What happened? Wait...wasn't I talking to Ross? What time is it? 10:56 a.m? WHAT THE. New text message from Preacher Man✝️🖤: 8:30 a.m : hey. By the way, you fell asleep last night. Don't worry it's okay. I think we should meet at my place today if that's cool with you. There we both can...ya know confess things I guess. Alright. Well I'll attach my address to my apartment after this. Hope you slept well Sunshine!" Well if that isn't just lovely. At least I don't have to dress to be in public. It's Ross after all. Do I care? Not really. Whatever. I should probably go....*ding* New Text Message from: Shawn🦒  hey. I love u. Thanks for last night. Next time u should stay though....💞. Tell Caucasian boy I said hi." I smile down at my phone and chuckle to myself. I immediately reply back: "Well maybe I will🌠 and I will tell ROSS that you said hi. You're a fellow Caucasian boy ya know." Responds back practically instantly. "HALF" I smirk down at my phone and reply "yeah yeah whatever you say bub" I shut my phone off and lay it down on my nightstand. "Where you headed too?" "AHHH."  I whip my head around as I scream and I'm met with the face of the not so lovely Allison. I love her, but gosh dang she's got some bad timing. "Yo chill it's just me!" She says as if it's calming to me. "Girl! You can't do that!" I say while chuckling. "But to answer you question I'm going go see Ross. I need to tell him about...Shawn." "Why? Has he tried something with you?" She asks. "What? God no. He's just...he reminds me of someone. Someone I used to tell everything to and I just feel like I need to tell him. Plus he has something to tell me. I may have fallen asleep on him last night as he was about to tell me over the phone..." as soon as I say that sentence she busts out in laughter. "Oh shush." I say standing up and grabbing my clothes as I go change as put my contacts in. What am I wearing you ask? You probably don't care but I'm gonna tell you anyway. I'm wearing light wash jeans, and an old KC and the Sunshine Band sweatshirt I found thirsting a few days ago that I made slits all down the sleeves in. One, yeah u know ironic. I didn't plan it actually. Sunshine, gonna go see Ross who calls me Sunshine, is wear I didn't. 2, yes I know it's snowing in outside. I've never really been one of those people who gets cold. I just....don't. I say my goodbyes to Allison and head on out the door. Keys and backpack in hand, well...back, but you get it. I hop in the car and put on the radio. "God Save Our Young Blood" by BØRNS and Lana Del Ray, aka the mom I never had cake on the radio. I tap my foot and sing as I follow the gps to Ross's apartment. I arrive about 10 minutes and find his building, and eventually after some searching I find his room. I hear some faint singing and strumming as I start to knock on the door. "Coming!" I hear in reply. 20 seconds laters with fluffy brown haired Ross staring down in front of me. His ripped jeans and black t shirt stand out to me. "Come in!" He says as he lets out a deep breath. "So..." "ah ah ah!" I interrupt him. I'm not saying nor am I listening to anything until you play me what you were just singing. "Oh...you uh..you heard that?" "Why yes I did now PLAY." "Well. No arguing with that is there? It's a song I wrote a while ago...it's called Preacher Man. I know ironic that's what you call me. I have another one called Afterglow....I MIGHT play it for you later.-" "oh you definitely are." "How about this. I'll only play Afterglow for you if you listen to me after I play this." "That was the reason I came wasn't it?" I say with a smile on my face. I sit down next to him on his black leather couch as he starts to strum. "Hey Mr. Preacher man
I've been playing with a heart like a violin
I've been stumbling through the door after 6AM
Fix my soul so I don't lose a love again
Hey Mr. Preacher man
Can you help me get away from this life of sin?
I'm ashamed of the dark places I have been
Fix my soul so I don't lose a love again
I was driving through the city, just looking at myself
My conscious telling me that I should just turn this car around
But man, I got these demons and they telling me to go
Further into the night so the further I go
I'm down on my knees, yeah I'm paranoid
Don't wanna repeat what I did before
I wanna believe that there's something more
I wanna believe
Hey Mr. Preacher man
I've been playing with a heart like a violin
I've been stumbling through the door after 6AM
Fix my soul so I don't lose a love again
Hey Mr. Preacher man
Can you help me get away from this life of sin?
I'm ashamed of the dark places I have been
Fix my soul so I don't lose a love again
Blow a hundred miles an hour
And the wind is in my hair
But my mouth is just too damn dry to utter out a prayer
And the radio is blasting
Yeah, it's keeping me awake
'Cause I just gonna get back to her before it's just too late
I'm down on my knees, yeah I'm paranoid
Don't wanna repeat what I did before
I wanna believe that there's something more
I wanna believe
Hey Mr. Preacher man
I've been playing with a heart like a violin
I've been stumbling through the door after 6AM
Fix my soul so I don't lose a love again
Hey Mr. Preacher man
Can you help me get away from this life of sin?
I'm ashamed of the dark places I have been
Fix my soul so I don't lose a love again
Hey, yeah, hey, yeah" he finishes with a out of breath of huff and a smirk on his face. I clap slowly as if to say "wowza you actually can play." But before those words can actually come out fo my mouth, he interrupts me. "Ready to talk?"

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