Moving on with you (complete)

Twenty Three

Harry's eyes caught me a few times, I just sat in the chair dead silent, contemplating in my own time and space. I was so deep into thought I barely heard Harry ask the others to give us a minute. Cal looked at me before looking back and nodding. "We'll go find the others." Callum nodded. "God knows what they're up to. JJ probably trying to get kinky with a nurse." They laughed.

As soon as the door shut behind them I turned to look at Harry, his eyes fixed on me. Nothing but a smile on his face. I paused for a minute before I just let my emotions rip through me.

"I'm so fucking glad you're okay." I said crying, burying my face into my hands. My knees brought up to my chest on the chair. "Hey." Harry shot up in bed before wincing at the pain. I looked up and tried to help settle him back down in bed. I perched on the edge of the bed and wiped away the tears. "I hate to see you cry, especially over me." He laughed. I just scrunched my face up in response. "Hey come on." He mumbled grabbing my hand in his and pulling me down to lay my head on his chest, avoiding his dodgy arm. "I've missed you too." He whispered into my hair.

"I'm so sorry about all of this." I mumbled. "There's nothing to be sorry about." He stroked my back with his good hand.

"No, I realise now how much I've been holding back. I can't lose you. You mean so much to me and-"

"You don't need to say it Eva, I shouldn't have put that pressure on you. I want you to be able to feel those feeling in your own time. And if it's with someone else then I guess that's that. You shouldn't feel bad about not feeling that way with me. And I shouldn't have cut you out. It was killing me to do it but I thought it was best. It was only when you called me I realised how much it was hurting you. I was on my way to see you but then, you know." He said using his hand to wiggle his heart monitors. "You were coming to see me." I said feeling even worse about his accident. "Well I got you here didn't I?" He laughed.

"Harry, I want to tell you, because it feels right and I can't bare the thought of you not knowing. But I've been denying the feelings because I was scared but having you gone and now this, I've realised it's scarier not having you in my life than it is letting you know how much I care about you. I know I'm falling in love with you and it feels endless, I just want you back in my life and I don't want you as a friend. I really want to make us work and try again, please tell me I haven't fucked things up." I said sitting up and interlocking his fingers with mine.

"Who would've known getting in a car accident would've been the best thing to happen." He said pulling me in. I smiled as our lips connected, almost feeling like the first time. I felt a rush, finally getting my dose of his drug.

"So we're carrying off where we left off?" I asked.

"Of course." He said smiling, teeth and all. I couldn't help but grin back at my boyfriend.

"It'll be weird now you've moved out." He mumbled. "I think it'll help us, show us that we're really putting in the time and effort for one another."

"Ugh." He sighed. I nudged him in response, causing him to exaggerate the pain. "Oi I'm going to totally bait this on Twitter." He said reaching for his phone. He asked me to take a picture, which I did where he was fake wincing from the pain. "You're such a twat. People are going to think you've been attacked or something." I laughed.

"Might get some likes for that." I watched as he tweeted out the photo along with the caption.

'Woah nelly, classic 5 star Uber ride right there.'

"Jesus, shots fired at Uber." I laughed. We spent the next few minutes acting like a classic over the top couple. Until we were interrupted by voices outside the door. We welcomed in the the boys and let them see Harry. JJ laughed manically as he walked in, "only you Harry. Only you." Simon laughed. Harry was propped up by his bed, laughing with them. "Are you alright?" Tobi josh and vik commented seeming like the more worried types.

"Yeah only a scratch, silver linings though, I'm going to get some great click bait out of this." He chuckled causing Ethan, Simon, and JJ to crack out some laughs.

Cal was staring at me, clearly sensing our make up. I smiled widely at him, he smiled back seemly understandings what had happened. He wrapped his arm round me as we all stood round Harry's bedside. Laughing more than we probably should've.