at first sight - ethan and emma

Chapter 51

Emmas pov

Coachella was a month ago, I've hung out with Meredith a couple times, and now I actually see she's a bad person, she kept bringing up things she and Ethan did together and it made me uncomfortable, so I ended up telling her that we can't be friends anymore, she wasn't happy. Meredith is so crazy she showed up to Ethan's house and tried to get with him, luckily I was there so she didn't do anything too crazy, but the twins got a better security system and better cameras so it's all good.
Another 3 months later
Ethan and I's one year is in ONE MONTH. I have no idea what to get him so I'm kinda panicking, and I'm also really panicking because I just thought about how Ethan told me I was a lot to handle, I never thought about it before, what the hell do I do? Should I text him? Or ignore him? Oh god, he just texted me
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Hi babeeee💙

Hey Ethan!!

You good ?

Perfectly fine, why do you ask?

Um idk ig, wanna hangout ? No! I'm scared

I can't, sorry babe, talk later

Why?

Because I have plans

Oh okay... later?

We'll see

K
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DID HE JUST "K" ME?, he hates me, I'm too much to handle, I have to get out of the house, but I can't go with anyone, Hannah's with Bryant, james and I aren't friends anymore, Ellie's in Arizona, I'll call Gray!! I just won't tell E
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Hey Gray, what are you doing right now

Um, hanging out with E why?

Can we hangout? Just don't tell Ethan

Sure . When and where and why?

I'll tell you when you get to my house, come now

Okay, see ya soon
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Ethan's pov
Grayson's leaving the house after some random phone call, it sounded like emma but he ended up going to a different room, I'm almost positive it was emma, I know my girlfriends voice anywhere, but why? I stop Grayson on his way out,
"Hey, Gray, where you going?"
"I- um- uhhh- on a date." He pleads, but hesitated. "A date?" I ask and raise my eyebrow
"Yep, a date."
"With who?"
"Emmly - Emily. Her name is Emily"
"Hm, okay, enjoy it, good luck."
"Thanks bro." He pats me on the back and leaves. This is making me think three different things,
one. He actually has a date with 'emily'
two. Him and Emma are up to something
or three. Emmas cheating on me with my twin brother , I really hope it's not that one.

She wouldn't cheat on me right? No, she would never. Or would she? I'll text her
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Hi emma

hi Ethan god this is already awkward

Wyd

I'm having lunch with a friend

Who?

Grace

Who's grace?

A really good friend of mine

Okay, have fun. Love you
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She just lied to me, why would she lie to me? Who the hell is grace? GRAYSON HOLY SHIT GRACE IS GRAYSON. GRAYSON IS GRACE

Shittttt I'm freaking out, everything will be fine. I'll just chill here on the couch till he gets back
Emmas pov
Grayson came over to my apartment, I tried to explain everything to him, he understood where I was coming from and what I thought I was being paranoid about.

but he never reassured me and told me I'm not too much to handle, I'll just ask Ethan. I tell gray thanks and he leaves, as soon as he leaves I text Ethan
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Hey, can you come over?

Sure. I thought you were busy though.

I was, I'm not anymore, I wanna talk.

About?

Um... you'll see when you get here.

Okay? See ya in 20ish
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He's on his way, now I have to figure out a way to ask him
Ethan's pov
Emma asked me to come over because we had to talk, she's definitely leaving me for Grayson. I grab my keys and leave, as I'm driving I see Graysons blue car, there was no girl in the car, so either the date didn't go well or he left Emmas.

God, and I don't even wanna talk about emma and i's texts, she didn't say she loved me back, she left me on read and now that she's not busy she always expects me not to be busy, what even is going on anymore.

She doesn't tell me how she's feeling, I feel like ever since Coachella it's kinda been awkward between emma and I don't know why, it might be because of Meredith but she said it didn't bother her.

As these thoughts all soar through my mind time flies and I'm already at Emmas, I should probably get out of my car. I get to Emmas door and I knock, she swings open the door with a worried look on her face, but she's so darn cute I just wanna hug and kiss her, but I don't think now is the time for that.

Emmas pov
Ethan knocks, I'm worried. I still don't know what to say, he's just staring at me, I think he's concerned. "What do we need to talk about, babe?" He says and I open my door more so he follows me upstairs to my room
"Well basically, I've been thinking about this one thing a lot, and I mean, a lot. So, ah, I don't know how to put this."
"Spit it outtt"
"I'm trying, Ethan, I don't know how to say it." I say quite loudly "okay, geez. Take your time." He says and walks over to my nightstand with my pictures, "Ethan?" He turns around "am I really that much? Like am I too hard to handle?" I feel my face getting red and hot "wha-" he tries to answer, I cut him off "because if I am, I think you should just break up with me right now if I am."
"What the hell emma, who said that?"
"You did!" I yell, tears are pouring down my face "when? And why?"
"Coachella. And I don't fucking know, maybe because I am?"
"Emma. Please stop yelling, come here." He tries to pull me into a hug, I don't want to but I'm too weak to move, his comfort feels nice. But I push him away "What the hell did I do this time?" He asks "get out." I mumble "what?" He asks "get out, please." I say
"I- no. Why?"
"Because I said so"
"What does this mean?"
"I don't know, I'm too much to handle, just break up with me please. I can't do this."
"Fine. We're over." He has tears rolling down his face, as do I. He leaves and slams the door, I scream into my pillow. What the fuck did I just do.
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