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Katsukis pov

"Why is my life so fucked up?"
I'm slowly breaking. But I keep my tone sarcastic and mindset negative. I felt Ejirou get up, so my head was no longer on his stomach. My head hit the duvet and I curled up. Fuck this I want to be dead. I'm not aloud to feel this shit. Man up Katsuki come on. The tears run down my face, stinging the worn skin of my cheeks. Muscular arms slid around my abdomen and pulled me back as I felt the weight of Ejirou come close to my back, a head resting on my back. His breathing was silent, he made no noise but warm water starter to wet my shirt. I felt him grip my harder and I felt his cheek bone tense. He was trying to keep quiet because of his tears...why is the idiot crying. It was quiet for a long while before a stronger
"I'm sorry"
Came from behind me, you could hear the satin tears in his voice. I stayed quiet before I could gather myself to spit out a "why"
He stayed quiet and held in something that he wanted to say
"I don't want t-to li-ve"  I chocked on my words, breaking every piece of me. I felt more weak, I want to die.

"Katsuki, y-you no, stop it. Your brainwashed, so am I. I'll carry you until we're both happy, I will never be happy without you, I want you to be mine forever, I love you with all the love in my heart, there's no room for no one else, I just want you, my heart is hurting, it feels like it's burning, if you ever feel this way never and I mean ever be by yourself, tell me. I want to help you, I want you to be mine, I want to kiss you and hold you and do everything I ever dreamed off with you.... I want to share my life with you"

I couldn't take this in at this state. I need to speak, my throat is horse
"I, I want you" is all I say as I was embraced with his arms with him turning me around then sitting me on his lap. I looked down

Your so fucking pathetic

Get up you fag, that's a boy your sitting on?

I don't care, it's n-normal. P-piss off.

Fucking disappointment ha

I felt shitty hairs eyes on me, his hairs not shitty I just, thats the first thing I noticed about him and the first thing I liked. Fucking whining bitch ain't I. I didn't look up to meet his probably disappointed gaze. A soft "Hey" came from his soft lips and his soft hair drooped down. "Will you be mine?" He gave me a cheesy smile while holding my chin, rubbing his thumb on my cheek. I tried to push my head towards his shoulder but his hand wouldn't let me, he held my head in place.

"Baby don't cry, I don't want to see your pretty eyes hurt" god he's so fucking cringy but I like it.
"Sh-shut up" I laughed still hearing my cry's trying to be covered. He looked down and played with my hands, we were both just staring down while we were playing with each other's hands. I saw him look up and god why does he have to be so fucking attractive at this time. I want him to be a dickhead so I can at least hate him for something. I want him.

He slides his hands up my back sending chills up my back.
"Stop your hands are cold, dick"
"Heh but what if I went....here!"
He slid his hands down to my lower back, shoves his hand past the elastic and grabs my ass.
"HPGHmmmmmgrrrrrr what the fuck? Stop it" I hit him round the head but he just rubbed his nose on mine.
"I like it, it's squishy and big" he had an innocent smile on his face.
"F-fuck off" I flipped him but I moved further on his lap. He whispered staring right into my eyes
"You can fuck me"
He realised what he said then hid his face behind his shoulder. I began to feel 'my self' again with my cockiness
"I meaaaannnn I could" I smirked then swiped my thumb across my lip.
"K-katsukiiiii"
"You made the bed, now lye in it bitch" my tears had dried up and hopefully my eyes aren't red.
"Ugh" he rolled his eyes then huggs me tight
"Your bum is too nice to let go off, I want it all to moi" he laughs at his own joke.
"What's so fucking good about it? It's just flesh that's to big on my body" I huffed out
"Stop it" I got knocked down on the bed and he was on top of me. "Stop doubting your beautiful bodddyyy" he started to tickle me I couldn't help but laugh
"S-STOP AH IT HAHA HEH STOP"
He lifted my shirt or I guess his shirt, and started blowing raspberries on my body
"Not till you admit your body's amazing and your a strong beautiful man" he was tickling me all over
"N-neVEr haha"
"well then your going have to put up with me tickling you Katsuki" he smiled a cheeky grin
"Ok ah ahhh haha no NO HEH stop haha c-cmon Ejirouuu. SHITTY HAIR!" He started to kiss me all over my stomach.

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