text fights make me cry

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just had a fight with a few friends on discord.

ended up having a panic attack and cut myself.

i sometimes hate the people i call friends.

every single text i write here (majority of it is texts) actually happened. i shit not, i went back to copy everything that happened.

sorry im a bitchy snitch.

sammi, fay, and dean are both ocs ive put in here to sub for 2 other friends.

vent, what do you expect? tw: mentions of self harm.

none of the 4 live together, sorry. the sever i made (TQH) was made bc i cant see my friends with social distancing

when i put a dash/hyphen, it seperates texts and reality.

tom is me (im a bitch and these texts prove im a fucking asshole sometimes)
edd is my best friend (treat her like a sister) and platonic wife.
matt is a friend i dont hangout with as much.
tord is a pervert guy i know who ive fought with so many times.

i know everyone would say im at blame but i didnt put everything that was there.

sorry im playing the victim, dont read this its stupid. im just a baby.

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-toms pov-

logged in as: eyelessblueboy#8793

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why am i getting pinged so many times..?

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Gay Gamers | Ultimate (GC)

commiebastard
@ everyone
@ everyone
@ everyone
@ everyone
@ everyone
@ everyone

eyelessblueboy
could you *stop?*

commiebastard
@ everyone
@ everyone
hello?? could you guys hear me??

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"huh?" i looked over the chat name to see an on going call. groaning, i huffed. i really dont have the motivation to join.

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commiebastard
@ everyone

eyelessblueboy
DUDE STOP
FUCKING
DISCONNECT THEN RECONNECT
IDIOT
STOP BEING A PIECE OF SHIT
AND SPAM PINGING

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okay, thats it. i clicked the "join" button, the discord join sound ringing.

"wait, who joined?"

"matt, stop playing the piano."

"sup, hey, why the fuck is tord pinging everyone?" i grit my teeth, annoyed. i heard dean pause,

"he cant hear us, nor can we hear him."

i scoffed, "tell him to disconnect then reconnect!"

"he has been, tim."

"listen, im busy," thats a lie, "so get him to stop! its annoying!"

"im trying," dean grumbled.

with that, i left the call.

a few minutes passed until an angry edd walked into the chat.

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cola says fuck social distancing
IDIOT
STOP
PLEASE
GOD IM BUSY

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