❥ tordtom oneshots《

taking a break (tw).

i really need a fucking break. im always bending backwards and forcing myself to continue writing to make you guys happy, but i cant right now.

somebody is possibly dead because of me.

because i hated him and i treated him cruel without me even knowing.

ive had 3 panic attacks today, and i fainted once in them. i never fucking wanted this. we made a server to share screenshots of how HORRIBLE a person he is, we were speaking out on all the wrong with how hes treated us.

hes used suicide as a threat against us 3 times now. he told me im his reason for his second attempt. im a fucking monster.

hes gone, i think, we have no proof, but he wouldnt drop his over 4k member project to pretend to be dead.

this is all my fault and im a sick horrible person like he said.

so im taking a break from writing, i cant right now.

ill be rping, texing and shit in dms.

but i cant do this. not now.

sorry for the disappointment, i hope you could all understand.

i need to take a break from work before i do something i cant take back.

before i give up.

let me wrap my head around this.

bye.