Don't Judge the Love (Youtuber One-Shots)

Johnnie Guilbert x MattG124

Pairing: Johnnie Guilbert x Mattg124

Suggested by: xMaddyxBellxGreenx on Wattpad

Apologies: Yeah, this is short, and yeah, I made you wait for half a year or something, but... it's here now. I'm so sorry! (But can I just thank you for introducing me to the hilarious Mattg? He's freaking awesome!)

Song: I don't know. I was listening to "Break Your Little Heart" by ATL while writing this, but it doesn't really fit the oneshot that much... I was also listening to "Touch" by Troye, and that doesn't match the oneshot, either... Gosh dangit...

Genre: Angst, I suppose.

Warnings: Nupe

Word Count: 467 *winces* DONT KILL ME

Matt's POV

"Shh, it's alright, Johnnie, you're okay," I whisper in his ear, brushing his blonde and black hair out of his eyes. "It's okay, she wasn't worth it."

"B-But, she- she said- and I just- and she didn't even- but I-" He lets out a sob and buries his face in my shirt, and I hug him to me more tightly.

He only ever lets me hold him like this when he's too broken to protest.

And I know it's wrong, but I kind of look forward to the days when he gets dumped or beat up or extremely put down or whatever, because, yeah, I hate to see this perfect boy in pain, but at the same time... Well, I just wish I could hold him like this a little more often.

"I'm s-such an idiot!" Johnnie cries pitifully, clenching my shirt tightly in his fist. "Why did I let her break my heart like that?"

"It wasn't your fault," I tell him, combing my fingers through his soft hair.

"Of course it was!" he sniffles, backing out of our hug a little so he can look at my face. "I shouldn't have trusted her, but I did, and now I have to pay the consequences. I'm such a fool! Why can't I just learn that I can't trust anyone!?"

Ignoring the twinge of pain in my chest, I give him a small smile. "You can trust me, Johnnie."

He frowns and looks down. "Yeah, I- I guess so."

He doesn't believe me. Of course he doesn't.

I just hug him and let him cry.

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"Thanks, Matt," Johnnie says gratefully as he stands in the door frame. "I'm sorry, again, for always dumping my problems on you..."

"No, it's perfectly fine!" I insist, giving him an unnatural grin. Yeah, it's fine. I don't mind holding him, helping him feel better. This part is fine.

"See ya later, bud!" he shouts, waving and shutting the door before walking with his hands in his pockets toward his car.

This part, this part right here – this is the part I'm not fine with. The part where Johnnie leaves and I'm left to wonder why he can't figure out that I'm right here, that I've been right here the entire time. I'm just waiting for him to realize that he can trust me, waiting for him to notice that not once have I not been there for him.

Of course, he never figures it out, never realizes it, never notices it. And me? I'm left to curl up in a little ball on my couch and bawl my eyes out just like Johnnie did.

But me?

I've got no one to hold me.

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Hey, guys! So, yeah, this is that thing that was requested several thousand years ago that should have been written several hundred years ago and should have been several thousand words longer, what with the ridiculous wait time. But, hey, I did write it, didn't I? FINALLY, I wrote it!

APPRECIATE IT, FRIENDS. APPPPRREEECIIIAAAAATTEEE IT.

Or not. Whatever.

I'll do a 'traditional' Skylox or something soon. I realize I've been doing quite a few oneshots involving youtubers that none of you recognize, and I wanna get back to the main 'mostly TC' idea.

So, yeah. Whatever. I'm gonna go listen to All Time Low/Skillet/5SOS/Troye Sivan while writing more of Games (which I'll be updating tomorrow as an early Christmas Present. :)) and eating dark chocolate chips all while wondering where on earth the gift I got for my mom is and whether or not I'll have time to wrap it tomorrow when she's not looking.

BAIII, MY BE-AY-YOO-TIFUL RULERS!