𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 - 𝐑𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐲 𝐑𝐢𝐜𝐜𝐡 ♫

91.

- Vanessa Valor -
- Los Angeles, California -

"hey" i sighed feeling roddys hands go around my waist.

"whatchu' doin' out here?" he asked laying his head in the crook of my neck as i looked out the window.

"thinking"

"about?" he questioned.

"us" he furrowed his eyebrows. "how are we ever gonna stay away from eachother for 5 more months"

"i'll come home a few times" he rubbed over my stomach.

"no baby" i turned to him. "i can't have you doing that"

"why? ain't nun wrong wit it" i sighed.

"i don't know, roddy.. i just wanna be with you" i laid my forehand against his chest.

"we gon' talk about that ecstasy situation now, Ness" he lifted me onto the counter. "i gotta leave in like 30 minutes"

"what do you wanna hear?" i started to play with my fingers.

"the truth, baby. i wanna know why the fuck you ran to drugs when i wasn't here" he pushed my hair behind my ear.

i couldn't hold it in. looking at how concerned he was for me, made me start to cry lightly.

i missed him. i hate being without him.. especially when there's storms and shit.

"i'm sorry" i cried. "i couldn't stop crying a-and i needed to relax"

"stop crying, Vanessa" he sighed lifting my chin. "i told you ion wanna see you like this" he wiped my tears.

"i'm a bad mom aren't i.. i did this shit with kenny and aaliyah downstairs"

"i'm not gon' lie, that was a bad mom move.. but you made a mistake, Ness. don't fucking say your a bad mom for one mistake"

"a-are you mad at me?" he sighed.

"yes and no. you had me scared something happened to you, Ness. i was scared that you.." he stopped making me furrow my eyebrows.