Now, I'm so sorry to say this. But I will be not taking in any requests after my last 3.
My mental health has been declining due to personal issues and school, making my writing feel less and less genuine.
I want my writing to be as genuine as possible, because I have always believed feelings can be shown through writing. I don't want negative feelings being displayed, I don't want to ruin someone's day.
I've been alot more anxious and depressed, I don't want to display and that in my writing.
I think taking requests have made me super anxious, cause I feel like I have to write the best I can, I always feel like I'm not doing it right, I feel like the person requesting will absolutely hate it. And no matter how many times someone will say, "you're writing is great!" I feel like they're lying.
I have also realized that I have horrible imposter syndrome. From the beginning I've felt like I didn't deserve the votes and the reads, and the constant comments. There are so many others with better writing skills, and if I could, I would give them 13k reads in an instant.
So after my last 3 requests, I will be taking a break. Just for a week to recharge, I've been lacking in sleep and I just really need to focus on my health.
Thank you for understanding! Bye sweetpeas! 🍄✨🌈
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