A New Life for Better or Worse {¶ Sleepy Bois Inc. ¶}

You Just Left Me Pt. 2 Path: Angst

A/N, if you chose this path you chose angst, or your just reading it cause your starved for my content-

I simp for that picture...

Anyways its 12:21 and my fingers are freezing, the things i do for you guys. Its also 27 degrees outside, Fahrenheit. Your welcome. Oh btw  tomorrows school. Bitch I stg- This is when im starting the chapter lmfao. Ok i can't write anymore im typing super slow and my fingers are freezing off, time for me to watch mcyt tiktoks on yt, and simp over edits. See ya, it will be no time for you, but a few hours or so for me. Bai!

Songs/Playlists I'm listening to while writing:

sorry, baby, but the villains just have more fun: a playlist on youtube.
Cigarette Ahegao.
Rat.
Soft Boy, Wilbur's brand new song
Sad-ists new animation
You're a badass tragic character: a playlist on youtube.

TW: DEATH!!! A LOT AND A LOT OF DEATH, EXPLOSIONS, THE DAY THAT THE DREAMSMP (L'manburg) BLEW UP FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! AND BLOOD!!!(well I think theres gonna be blood, but STILL!!!!!) JUST INCASE!!!

Your POV -.-

The past months had seemed like a blur. You had just woken up, checked on your pets, checked on everyone, even Pogtopia, and then went back home. You didn't stop to talk to anyone anymore. You couldn't believe that Technoblade was there, living in the same SMP that you thought you were 'safe' in. Yet, he still found you when you wanted him too, but you now wished he would just go. You were done with his bullshit. But, you still wanted to laugh with him, to have him love you again, to be siblings again. And you hated that part so fucking much. He had hurt you too much. Yet, you wondered why he had left... he never explained... You didn't let him. 

You sighed, touching the place where the his crown used to be, and walked out of your house, walking into the nether portal and getting into the boat on the ice, starting to row the boat, soon stopping because its going fast enough. You knew that today was a war. You were going to help, well more cause chaos. You didn't have a side you were rooting for per say, you were only going to cause chaos and fight some people, maybe killing some. You didn't know, you didn't really care. You didn't care for anyone anymore, seeing Techno once again had broke you. 

What had happened, what had snapped in yourself you didn't know, but you weren't yourself anymore. 

You walked over into Manburg, smiling as almost everything looked the same as it did yesterday. Tubbo caught sight of you as he was walking on the prime path and then shifted his pace so that he was walking over to you.

"Hey Y/N. How are you doing?" Tubbo was wearing a black suit with a green tie, his usual look now. 

"Fine. Ready to kill some people today." You said with a grin, pulling out your knives and twirling them in your hands. (two knives that is, not all four of them even though you could hold all of them.)

Tubbo backed away from you slightly, yet your grin still stayed on your face. He sighed softly, trying to smile at you. Shaking his head slightly, he said goodbye to you and walked away, most likely going over to Pogtopia to get some armor from... him.

You mentally scolded yourself, a part of you still wanting friends and the other just wanting to kill everyone. You hated both bits. Why couldn't you just be normal? You wished that you had never even seen Techno again, because that was what triggered the snap.

Sitting down and putting your head in your hands two sentences rang through your head. Kill Technoblade and Go Be Normal. You didn't know how to do either. Chuckling slightly to yourself as you felt yourself slip even faster into darkness you felt a hand on your shoulder and you put a knife to where you thought their throat was. Yet, they were too tall. The person chuckles, and you know that laugh better than anything. You sit up immediately and glare at the man.