Life with Two Foxes (Azure Lane)

Chapter 15: Highest Honor

You awake during the very early Morning and decide to check on the Job Listings again.
After turning on your PC and accessing the Website,you find...nothing.No surprise....

Who would want a guy loved by to fluffy Foxfus that envelope any wound he has with love and care until the end ?

Passing time like the wind outside,typing away on Joblistings,desperate to find a job.

THEN ! It clicks,how about a translator ? English to German or German to English.
You learned German as a kid in middle School and even won a International Verbal Contest.

You apply for that job,you can work from home and also cuddle with your Foxyfus.
Everything is set...until,you feel like throwing up.You start to see double,with eyelids heavy you walk outside your Office.Towards the kitchen you pull yourself together.

Drinking a cup of water,the symptoms of,that thing,are gone.No trace of them,but they will come up later most likely.
You decide to drink one more cup of Water.Setting the glass aside you can hear noise upstairs.You Fluffy Waif--Wives,must be awake.

You go upstairs...but collapse when you reach the Top.

All you can hear is running and yelling....this will NOT be the end.

You slowly awake in the upstairs living room...on your lap,two sleeping Cuties.
"Hey~ you two..what happened ?" you ask them,slowly patting they'r head.

"What do you mean what happened ?! You collapsed you idiot !" Kaga yells,panicked.
"Shikikan,we didn't know what to do...we just heard a loud sound and-and..as we looked for the source...we found you on the ground with blood out of your nose !" Akagi adds,panicked...on the verge of tears.

You try to process everything...slowly you'r memories come back.
"I remember.I just applied to a Job today." you tell them.
"We don't care about a Job ! We care about you !" Kaga yells again...this time,followed by tears.
"Shikikan,did you stress over getting a job ?" Akagi asks,perhaps having caught onto your Plan.

"Answer me ! Shikikan-did-you-stress-over-it ?!" Akagi says.All you can do is look away,ashamed.

Akagi starts to cry as well...together with Kaga.

This,must be the punishment for keep being stressed and not talking to them about it...all you can do is,endure it.But how ? Nobody that loves them as much as you can bear to see them cry...it's inhuman pain.

"Girls,i am sorry ! Please stop crying...." you say,trying to keep your voice down.
"What do you mean you're sorry...you didn't even share it with us...and now look at you,you can barely walk." Kaga says,pointing at your bleeding nose again.

"Please,Please...Please stop crying....i wanted to surprise you with something pleasant...please forgive me.." you say,feeling the illness come back.
"What do you want us to forgive you for ?! You didn't do anything to us except yourself you stupid idiot !" Kaga says,laying down from all the tears shed.

"I thought you promised that you would make us happy~!" Akagi says,through the tears.
"I did....but i broke that promise..." you say,letting your head down.

They let you touch them at least....you slowly stroke your way up to their Heads from the Hips up.
Suddenly you drag them into your Chest,holding them tight.
"Please forgive me.....!" you say,also breaking out in tears.
"Please forgive me for what i've done !" you yell out.

The Girls suddenly remember,they might've frightened you.Making you think....they'll leave you.
"Shikikan,hey...look they'rs the Sun rise !" Kaga says,pointing out a beautiful scenary.
But you don't care about a,Sun rise,what you care about right now is,
The Foxes not leaving you...
And your Heart,if it will still function at a later point....

"He-Hey,Husband what do you want to do today ?" Akagi says,trembling.Not because of your health..but because they might've just ignited a chain of,horrible Memories.
"I don't want to...just stay here." you mumble,hiding your Face in your hands.

Terrified the Girls look at each other,regretting what they've done...the one who loves them the most.They just,pried open his Wounds and made them deeper.

Then you feel,from both sides... warmth...you gasp when they take away,all your Pain and Suffering...and tears.Like nothing,ever happened.

"We're sorry Husband,we where so worried for you that we completely forgot about your terrifying Past,we didn't want to make you think we'll leave.We're married...remember ?" Akagi says,taking your hands slowly away from your Face.

"It's okay,we're still here,as you can see.You can even touch us to confirm !" Kaga says,worried.
"I don't want to touch anything...i just want to be loved.And not thrown away because i can't make them happy....!" you tremble to say.

With nothing they can do but watch...the Foxes decide to be your Pillow.Turning they'r Tails towards you.
"It's fine...i know you don't like them being touched.I just want to hug you...." you tell them.

The Girls do as you requested,squeezing themselves under your Arms.
"It's okay Shikikan,we are here today..." Akagi says.
"And we will be here tomorrow as well." Kaga adds.

"Thank you.You two remind me so much,of my Mother." you say.hugging them tightly.
"Shikikan~ that is not something you say to anyone" Kaga says.
"Kaga,he...means it." Akagi adds.

The Strongest sentence in a Relationship... " you remind me of my Mother."
The Utmost emotionally destructive Card a Man has at his disposal.

It shall never be used as pick up line...it's the highest position a Man can put a Woman.Putting her besides his Mother.
The Woman who leave immediately after...shall for ever be damned...for betraying the Trust and most importantly the HONOR ! That Man gave her.

"Shikikan,why...why do you say that...we don't even look like her !" Kaga says,not understanding.
"Kaga,it's not about looks or tastes...it's about our love for him." Akagi adds.
"Nee-san...is that..what,we read together yesterday ..?" Kaga asks her Nee-san.
"It is....he just gave us the highest position in his life.We might have even had it before...but we didn't realize it..." Akagi says,holding back tears of joy.

Not knowing that you can't hear them anymore,because you fell asleep....
They get a blanket and cover you up,snuggling together.

"Shikikan,when we wake up.We want some Pancakes." Kaga whispers in your Ear.
"Shikika-sama~ i want some Bacon with Eggs.And we will pamper you after which !" 
"Al-right..." you mumble out,sleeping tightly.

The Foxes dim the Light and snuggle up again,hoping you feel better.Without knowing,just the two of them being in his arms,gives him more security then any protection in this World.

Slowly falling asleep...bound to wake up soon,one..could see this as a,very-very early morning nap.

Hope this was not to depressive or sentimental...i felt like writing this because it is part of Life.It makes life complete.Not realizing what you have is already enough.

For the Woman reading this,if you feel like a missed something,or interpreted it wrong.Then please leave a comment or message me in private so i can correct my Mistake

Next Chapter,will be much happier.Promised ! 

Have a great day/night !