Rockstar Love - Book I (Is It Love? Colin)

Chapter 34 (Rylee's Point of View)

WARNING ⚠ MATURE AND SENSITIVE CONTENT (If you don't like sex scenes then kindly skip the Parts.

I need a break! But guess what, I don't have time to. It's so frustrating!!! Everything is complicated right now, and I am totally in mess with my thoughts. I am so messed up and kind of confused about what to do next.

It's almost been one month that I have been living with Colin at his, although we don't see each other that much. He just don't want to let me go. He is cute sometimes. The only thing that problematic is that I don't have my system in their otherwise I don't think I really have any problem living with him. We spent good hour working, sometimes talking, playing guitar or cuddling and no we don't have sex all the time. When he is not with me, I always find myself thinking about him. What is this feeling? Don't tell me that I am... -! No, no, no... Argh! Not yet. I am not ready. Now that I have realized this, it's going to be hard to appear in front of him, even though I am pretty good at hiding my feelings. What a pain!

I woke up around 9 in the morning, I am fucking tired, my God! I stretched like a cat in the bed. I don't want to get up but fuck I have so much work. I let out a big yawn and get up. I got fresh, throw some comfortable clothes and go to have breakfast lazily. I have been skipping workout for few months now, but today I just don't feel like it.

Yesterday due to an sudden emergency I had to leave Colin's. I came back home because I have my entire setup here. Some bastard, has tried to hack in my system through job application portal. Who in the world use that website to hack in company system? Are they stupid. How can someone be this twisted, they need to see a doctor. I ordered Steve to raise the security and I tried to track down the trail of this hacker but that guy or girl whoever it is, is as guessed removed it. But I am sure we have blasted their system with reverse attack. Who are they trying to kidding? But who in the world would suddenly think of hacking through application website? It's so unexpected! Since Steve is busy with other work, I asked another developer of my department to investigate all these four applicants more thoroughly. Natasha Dawson is the one who works under Steve's order to carry out the investigations.
I sighed and rubbed my head sitting in the table. I was so concentrated that Mia called me and I didn't even notice until she shake me.
"Rylee? What's up with you?"
"Hm.. um.. What? Oh! Yes Mia were you saying something?"
"Yes, I called you more than 4 times. What's up?"
"Stressed. That's all." I let out a sigh.
"What do you want to have for breakfast? We have salad, cereal and toast."
"Um.. Salad."
"Of course... We are talking about the diet freak here." Max teased.
"Who is diet conscious?" I asked eye brow raised.
"Who else! You of course." Boston chimes in. I roll my eyes at them and they laughed.
My thought drift off to Colin and how we have breakfast in the morning. It makes me laugh because Colin is as lazy as a cat. You can't wake him up, and then you have to push him to get fresh and later you almost has to feed him. I also hate mornings but he is lazy. I wonder when he is alone what he do. I grab my phone and called him. Let's not think and rack your brain that much when you have a thing called mobile phone. It's already 9:45, this guy is still sleeping I am sure. He picks up after 3rd ring, and answer in a groggy sleepy grunt and I laughed, "Good morning Lazy head. You are still sleeping?"
"Hm.. Oh. Good morning Kitten. Yeah, I don't really want to get out of bed."
"Oh but I thought you have rehearsals."
"Oh shit... I forgot. Thanks babe. I will get fresh and will call you back, Doris and Adam will burst into my house in few minutes." he said and I can imagine him spring out of the bed. I burst out laughing,"Come on its okay. Get ready. Will talk later. Kisses."
"Kisses Kitten. Bye" we hung.
"Oh..ho... Is our princess is in love?" Max says followed by everyone. It made me blush so much that I couldn't even eat.
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