Life At Its Best ✔️

Part 9

Recap : Sanskar loved Kavita. Kiara and Kavish are Kavita's kids

Sanskar's POV

I cannot believe my Kavita is no more with me. Why didn't I under that she was in some kind of misery or trouble. Why was I so selfish that I was not able to find she was right there in her home and hiding from the world. Why was I scared to meet her parents at their home and ask them where Kavita was? Who is to be blamed for all this? It's me only me. I have led down Kavita all because of my stupidity. How could I even think that she was breaking up just for the sake of breaking up. Though I searched for her I again feel why I did not go and meet the family. I am a retard from my brains. Though I thought I was in love with her was my love so weak that I could not understand or feel her pain. I think I am so not meant to love someone or proclaim that I love someone. I think I can only love family but not anyone else. Do I love my family as well ? I so hate myself. As I entered home, I saw my entire family waiting for me. As soon as I entered,

Both Maa and Mom came to me,

(Neyonika) "What happened Beta, why are you crying?"

(Sujatha) "Tell me my son. What happened? You know right you can share everything with us"

Sanskar didn't move he just kept his head on Sujatha's shoulder and cried and cried his heart out. Ram, Cabir, Manik and Nandini walked closer to Sanskar and had tears seeing him crying.

Manik and Cabir shifted him from the floor to the sofa. Both the mothers held his hand still. They did not leave him at all. Ram sat near his knees and kept his hand on his face and lifted up

(Ram) "Won't you tell us what happened? Don't we deserve to share your pain my son."

Sanskar just nodded his head and cried even badly

(Nandini) Sat next to her father near Sanskar's legs "Bhaiya, what happened. You were all good in the morning, what is wrong Bhaiya? We cannot see you like this. Look around everyone is having tears for you because all of us are bothered for you Bhaiya. Please tell us"

Saying this, Nandini sobbed a little harder S she could not see her brother like that. That's when Sanskar realised and hugged her hard. He cried his out and slowly both of their sobbing reduced.

(Sanskar) "You know I got to know where Kavita is"

(Manik) "That's a great news, then why are you crying?"

(Sanskar) "She is no more, she has gone and she left me"

Sanskar started crying again. Later he told them everything what Swara had told he also told what he is been feeling about himself how he is feeling as a loser

(Neyonika) "You know something, never and I mean never tell anyone that you don't know how to love and dare you call your self names. You are our strongest boy do you understand"

(Sujatha) "You did not know anything about so stop blaming yourself. Now what you can do is spend time with the kids invite their family home. Let's spend some time with them. You cannot undo the things that has happened but you can always change the present and the future"

(Ram) "Tell me one thing did Swara blame you for all the mishaps that's happened in her sister's life?

Sanskar just nodded his head in No

(Cabir) "Stop blaming yourself then. You were no where at fault. She was the one who hid from you probably so that you don't feel disgusted by her. That would be her thinking. I am not blaming her but it's just that there could be so many ifs and buts. You some when know what was the thought running in her mind. So stop blaming and lead a happy life just for her. She would definitely not be happy"