𝙁𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙄𝙣 𝙋𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙚 | DISCONTINUED

Natsukashii

Natsukashii (adj.) a happy recollection of an event or memory in the past

"No matter what, I still  love you even though I convince myself to hate you."

Lorenzo's body plopped down beside me. He took the covers and pulled it over us. I felt alive and free. Blissful even. It was hot and my energy is slowly giving out. We both breathed heavily. I felt sore everywhere but a good kind.

"Here, drink this" Lorenzo handed me a potion bottle. It a vial. 

"Don't wish you have kids yet, Berkshire?" I rolled my eyes and took it. I popped it open and drank all of it. In the end I coughed with the horrid taste. Enzo laughed. "Don't laugh" I handed him back the potion. I laid on my side and he did too. Both of us facing each other.

"I much rather have dogs" He answered.

"You have the wealth to support kids. Too mad about the mental support" I sighed. "Where will Blaise and Malfoy sleep?" I asked. For a second I felt like I had three heads. Laying down is making me feel better.

"Draco will probably crash in some girl room or the couch and Blaise would either be with Lovegood or Con, or the couch" He chuckled, making me giggle.

"I won't remember any of this will I?" I said in a soft voice.

"You'll remember what you can. However if you wish i'll tell you everything I remember tomorrow" He tucked a hair behind my ear. I smiled. Drunk me is a less prideful forgiving person. Ironic really.

"Thanks, Lorenzo" I smiled. I pulled myself closer to him. I felt his arms wrapping around my waist. He kissed my forehead. My eyes slowly got heavy and closed. I could've sworn I heard something he said.

"I love you, Amara."

***

My eyes fluttered open. I met the wall realizing that clothes were piled on the floor. I groaned as I shifted around. My headache. Bloody hell I should've never drank so much. I felt that I had no clothes on. What happened last night? I feel sore everywhere around my body. I sat up and ran my hands through my hair. I realize this isn't my room. This is the boy's room. I look at who next to me, hearing a soft breath. Lorenzo!

For the love of Salazar what the hell happened! I see Lorezno's f*cking Berkshire sleeping next to me on his bed. The sheets are covering enough for me. What the hell. I held the sheet up my chest to keep me covered. What should I do? What happened? Does Lorenzo know? I want an answer.

"Clam down, Amara," I told myself. My breath shook as I turned to see Enzo. His hair all ruffled up as he slept. Thank Merlin we don't have class yet til tomorrow. He looked so peaceful. We all do it when we sleep.

Merlin my head is spinning around like a serpent in a whirlpool. I don't know what to feel or think anymore. I want answered yet a little part of me is scared of the outcome. I don't know if I should be mad at him anymore or if all I need to do is push pass it. I can never really hate him. We rarely fought throughout our friendship. Feelings made it worse.

The only thing I can do is imagine what happened.

"You don't know how long I've waited for this, love" His breath tickled the crook of my neck. My whole body jolted feeling him. Moans escaped both of us. Having our bodies together so close felt to assuring. Assuring that I wanted him. No nothing more.

"If you're going to stare any longer, darling I might blush" Enzo said with a morning voice, keeping his eyes closed. My cheeks turned hot and red. He was awake this whole time.