truth ; ouma kokichi [✓]

regrets

✎ I wouldn't mind - He is We
" ꜰᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ɪꜱ ᴀ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴍɪɴᴅ ꜱᴘᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ɪᴛ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱɪᴅᴇ. "

✧─── ･ ｡ﾟ★: *.✦ .* :★. ───✧

» (Y/N)'s P.O.V «

I removed my tears as I walk away but it is still continuously falling. I proceeded to my lab getting and dragging some pillows, stuff toys, and drinks. I brought them to my dorm. I slammed the door closed and locked the door. I dropped the things I was holding and slumped on my bed, hugging a pillow crying on it.  

" Did I do something wrong? " I talked to myself.

" Am I really a lucky student? " 

" Do Kokichi really hate me? "

" Do Shuichi and Maki already hate me? "

" Do the other students hate me? "

" Who is the mastermind? "

" I love him like too much. " 

" I hate everything. " 

I talked to myself until I fall asleep. 

" Ah! (y/n)!! " My other self called, approaching me. I on the other hand was looking at the blue sky, laying on the soft grass but crying. My tears were like watering the grass. I seated and removed my tears. And sniffed while standing up, dusting my clothes. I looked at my other self with a blank face but it didn't last. 

" H-Hello...Hoshi. " I said, crying again approaching her fast and hugged her. 

" K-Kokichi, he...he hates me, right? Did he r-really just u-used me? " I asked, crying and sniffing. Hoshi stayed silent and hugged me back, patting my back. 

" I think he has his own reason so maybe that's why he did it." She said in a reassuring voice. 

" R-Really? " I asked, pulling away. Hoshi smiled softly and nodded. I removed my tears with the sleeves of my clothes and I laid on the soft grass, looking at the clouds. 

" I wish we could just go to the old good days..." I muttered, Hoshi also laid beside me and looked at the sky.

" Say, Hoshi...do you like Kokichi? " I asked, looking at her in the side. She stayed silent and sighed. 

" I don't know...I don't even know my own emotions for him. " She answered, looking at me.

" Ah is that so...well I like him. I just realized it. " I muttered. She hummed and looked at the sky again.