Disregard

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JISOO'S POV:

I am in my hiding spot, well not exactly a hiding spot all the boys know about it but whatever I am reading a book, and again it was so peaceful but I really had to jinx myself, there I could see a tall man's shadow falling on my book.

"Kim Jisoo" a stern voice called out, I knew it was him

"Bambam" I whispered to myself, I should see him nodding in the corner of my eye

"I want to talk to you" he said, I got up and nodded. Right now we are face to face staring, he had a sharp look

"see, you better stop talking to Jungkook" he started

"umm...how about a 'No'" I cut him

"so you want to go the other way, I see" he smirked

"I really don't care right now, because I am his best friend and you are no one to stop me" I reasoned

"I am no one to stop you but I have few things to tell you" he stated

"go ahead"

"that day when you guys surprised Jungkook on his birthday, even Lisa had a plan on surprising him but it all went for a waste because if you, he for crying out loud forgot about Lisa, he did not even call her because he was with you, he loves her, he loves Lisa, so why in the world is supposed to be with you? And you know Lisa has a lot of family problems, and Jungkook was her only hope, but he forgot her because of you. If you could just back away for like a bit they can really date and love each other in peace" he yelled at me and I was speechless, it never did it purposefully, it is true he loves her but I am not yet ready to let him go.

"I really did not mean t-" I was cut by him slapping me

"oh please, shut your mouth and back off, you and your nonsense" he hissed and I was looking down on the ground holding my cheek which was stinging

"you have six other boys to hoe around, just leave Jungkook" he yelled

"s-sorry" tears were falling down

"and if you tell anyone about this, it will not end well" and with that, he left.

I fell to the ground sobbing, it was hard to take in so much but I knew what to do.

I have to cut all connections with him not only him all of them, it is better. They can now date in peace without me, cause I am just a worthless piece of trash. It will be the toughest thing I ever have to do, but I did it once I can do it again.

Ignore

.....again.

There were too many things going around her head, and all Jisoo could do was cry it out and that's when a soft pair of arms pulled her into its embrace

"princess? You okay?" he asked and her eyes shot up

"Sehun," she said shivering, she was still scared of him

"please don't be scared of me," he said softly but Jisoo did not bring down her walls, she has to be scared and worried about having such a monster around her

"I know you hate me, but I am here for forgiveness," he said looking down as she pushed him away to set herself free

"what do you mean forgiveness! You fucking ruined my life, you played me, abused me, you even almost killed" she yelled crying

"I know, and I am very guilty" he sniffed

"Guilty?!" she scoffed

" I am, when your father kicked me out of Korea, I was lonely alone in a strange country without knowing the language or any way to communicate. I realized how dumb, stupid and sinful I was to you" he explained

"I hated myself, and I lived in guilt," he said with tears falling down

"How can I believe you?" she questioned

"you don't have to, I know what I did to you was bad, very bad. I came here for forgiveness and ask my friends they know how I lived and how I was adamant to find you" he said which softened Jisoo heart

"I am sorry, I know sorry won't change what I did to you" he kneed down

"sorry can change things, when the sorry comes from your heart" she softly told and helped him get up on his feet.

"I forgive you" she smiled lightly but the smile did not reach her eyes how it used to be.

"Thank you! Thank you very much" he cried.

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"princess?"

"can you stop calling me that!?"

"it's a habit" he chuckled "anyway tell me what's in your mind, you know you can't hide things from me," she asked

"damn, you know me well" he pouted and she chuckled

"I saw what that boy did to you," he said and her eyes widened

"Jisoo, you can't let him do this to you! You have to tell Jungkook!" he said worried

"I can't tell him, he loves her so much and I am just not letting them love each other, also I already made my decision" her voice softened

"and your decision is?"

"I will ignore all of them, go back to being cold and let the two love each other," she said holding back the puddle of tears threatening to fall

"really? Ignore?! Jisoo that ridiculous!" he yelled

"it's for the better" she looked away, not changing her decision and he sighed

"princess look at me," he said and she slowly looked at him

"I know you will not change your decision, but I will be there to help you, that's the least I can do for you" he smiled lightly

"thank you" she looked down at her fingers "it will be hard, but it's for the better" she whispered.

"But I really think Jungkook likes you too" he stated

"he loves me, like a sister nothing more," she said and he just shrugged.

The two walked back to school, and the boys were in front of the pair now "I still am not happy with your plan, it's better to just tell the truth right?" he whisper to her "no, and you go with the flow" she whispered back and he hesitated, then nodded. "Jisoo? Where were you?" "What is he doing?!" "did he do something bad" "you asshole get away from her!" "Sooya you okay?" "Why did she walk back?" "and why is she with him?!"

They all questioned but she just remained silent with a cold expression and Sehun was just looking down nervously. Jisoo saw Lisa behind them smirking at her, she got nervous and started walking away, but Jungkook ran to her and caught her wrist "Jisoo?" he asked worried "get lost" she hissed and yanked her hand away from him, all the boys were shocked at her sudden change, they just silently watched Jisoo take Sehun's hand and walk away.


"This can't be happening" 

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