The new marauder

Chapter 29

Since watching Big Hero 6 with Sirius I've been obsessed with Baymax. I've got a phone case, onesie, jumper and big teddy that I like to cuddle.

Call me childish and I'll slap you.

Also I've been obsessed with bands.

When Lily brought my phone she had all sorts of music on there and I love the bands like Muse, Fall out boy, mcr and the killers.

Kelly told me I have an addictive personality though so it's normal for me.

I walk around my lessons with my invisible ear phones in so in a boring lesson I can block it all out.
It's a good life.
Defence against the dark arts seems to be a repeat on what they did in third year. I've never down any of this but I know the majority of it anyway.

We're moving on to Bogarts and I'm curious to see what I fear the most.

That and I'm bloody terrified that it will be the cell. I'm mortally afraid of too small rooms it reminds me too much of it. The red cushioned walls and floor. It sends shivers down my spine just thinking about it.
We walk in to to see a chest of drawers in the middle of the class.
Oh god. I'm going to either humiliate myself with it being something stupid, or it's going to reveal all my secrets.
Neither sound at all appealing.
Why did I wake up this morning?

"Form a line everyone."

"Oh shit."

"What is it?"

"Don't you see Remus, this is going to reveal everything for both of us."

"Oh crap."

"Uh hu."

"What are we going to do?"

"Think about something a lot of people are scared of to cover it up, like spiders."

"Will that work?"

"I don't know hopefully."

"What are you talking about?"

"This is going to be the end of secrecy."

"Miss Brown, you're next."

Shit. shuck. clinc. heck. hell. damn.
Think you dysfunctional human being!!
But The bogart begins to shifts to......
Myself?
What?
I stare at me and I'm staring back.
Why am I afraid of myself?
But then I notice that the Bogarts eyes are burning red like they do when I'm angry. I have an evil smirk and it starts to sink in.
I'm afraid of my evil side.
My side I don't like to show.
The bogart starts to cackle, it's high and chilling.
Quick Summer make yourself funny.
Waving my wand, which I brought with me today, I give my self a clown outfit and makeup.

"Well done Miss Brown, Mr Lupin step forward."

I step back and slip in to my thoughts.
I can destroy the world if I wanted and I wouldn't have to move. I could kill everyone here without blinking. That's what I'm afraid of my dark side. Afraid of using my powers for bad.
I don't want that to happen.
I don't want to be that person.

"Alright class well done, we'll leave it there for today."

Everyone leaves and I'm still in my trance, shuffling my feet like a zombie and not looking where I'm going.
Leaving the guys I instead go to find Dumbledore as I have free lesson.
He's sitting by the lake.
That's odd.

"Albus."

"Oh Summer hello, you gave me a fright."

"Sorry but I was looking for you in your office and the gargoyle told me you'd went for a walk. Figured you'd be around here."

"Ah, what do you need?"

"There's a prophecy about me."

"There are several."

"What are they about?"

"I don't know if you're ready to know."

"I'm ready!"

"I'd have to get some of them for you to listen to, but the others will have to wait for the future so you don't go changing what happens."

"Oh okay."

"It will be hard."

"Be careful."

"I don't think my hints are doing anything."

"Nope."

"I'll get you one, that's it."

"How many are there?"

"Three."

"Not many then."

"They say a lot."

"Okay, send me a letter when you're ready."

"I will, goodbye."

"Bye."

Hmm I wonder what seers have to say about me. I'm a seer. Well my grandma was one and it skipped my mom and went to me. I've seen a lot of things.
Not too far into the future, and never about myself. They're always about other people.
Which is annoying.
I start to walk back to the castle, putting in my earphones and blasting my songs at full volume.
Don't care.