Chapter 32

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It is now June

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It is now June. The boys graduated and we had a celebration for the boys since they made it through high school. Bella and the Cullen's have also left us alone. It's been peaceful.

Since it is June, I am 2 months pregnant. We have also felt our little one kick for the first time. It was a blessing when it happened.

Flashback.
By now I should have felt my baby moving or kicking. I decided to ask mom about it.
"Hey mom. Is it normal to not feel the baby move or kick? I'm worried something could be wrong." I say trying not to freak out.

"No baby. Sometimes it takes longer for moms to feel the baby move. It is nothing to freak out about." She says.

However, I did freak out. I thought of the worst possible things. I was a wreck one night while Sam was out on patrol and it was just me in the house. I wanted so bad to feel my little one move. I was bawling my eyes out because me hormones were all over the place and I had convinced myself my baby already hated me and that is why they were not moving or kicking. So I decided to talk to my baby since it was just me.

"Hey little one. It's just you and me right now. I cannot wait to meet you. I am so blessed to have you and already love you so much. I would already give you the world if I could. Before you are born into this family, you should know this family is crazy and could get crazier. You have your over protective father who will give you all the fatherly love he never got. Uncle Jared is the quieter one out of the four boys but when you make him laugh he cannot stop. Uncle Paul will be the bad influence on you. He will probably be helping you sneak out and giving you tips on girls if you are a boy, or beat a boy up that looked at you in the wrong way or made you cry. Uncle Hercules will be your pranking buddy. He will also be over protective. Aunt Emily will be the cool aunt that you can go to for anything and everything. Grandpa and grandma will spoil you rotten. And me, well I will try and be the best mother I can be. Growing up I didn't have my mother so I am not sure what I will be doing but I will try my best to be everything you need. Your shoulder to cry on, the one you come to and talk about boys, the one you come to when you need to talk to dad but need me to prepare him first, but I will also be the protective momma who doesn't like her baby hurting or crying. I hope you are patience with me and understand I will be new at this. But even when I fail, even when you are mad at me for doing what is best for you, I hope you know I love you more than anything in this world. No matter what." I say as a few tears slip my eyes and down my cheeks.

I rub my belly a little more and suddenly feel a little fluttering feeling. I freeze and rub my belly again and feel the baby kick. I let out a squeal and cry even more. I lift my shirt up and then see a little tiny front pressed against my belly. I was overjoyed and blessed.

After 10 minutes Sam came in from patrol. He was tired and came over and laid on the couch and put his head in my lap and had his face facing my belly.
"Hello little one. Were you good for mama tonight?" He asked. He then ran his fingers over my belly and give it a kiss and then felt the kick. He quickly sat up and his eye went wide.

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