The Alpha's Goddess

Chapter 35

Since Paul came over telling me about Mason, a few day have went by. Sam gave him patrol off so he could help Emily and I go shopping and get everything we need for the basement for both boys.

We got everything for Paul to live down there comfortably, we got Mason his crib, changing table, dresser, toys, diapers, and more. Since there was a lot of furniture, the delivery guys took it to the house for us and dad was there to help direct them on where to take it.

After a long day of shopping and getting things set up, the basement for Paul and Mason was finally set up!

"Wow this looks so great. Thank you again Ariel. You have no idea how much this really means to me." Paul says.

"Paul sweetie, you are like a son to me. When I came into this pack I know what kind of figure I wanted to be for all of you boys. In some way or another we all have broken pasts so I am stepping up and being that motherly figure that helps you heal and help you grow into the men I know you can be." I say to him ruffling his hair.

He chuckles and soon Mason starts to cry. Paul instantly picked him and started getting his bottle ready. Even though it has only been a few days that Mason has been here, Paul has ready become a good dad. Anytime Mason makes a weird noise or pouts because he wants cuddles, Paul is there. The boys all talked and offered Paul to have morning shift patrols for now so he can be with Mason at night and get him on a good schedule.

I held Mason close as I fed him. It wasn't long after his feeding that he fell into a milk coma. "My little wolf. You know I was scared when I first met you. I didn't have a great father figure growing up and he was never there for me. I guess when I saw you I was terrified I would be just like him. But seeing you, holding you, and loving you, I am promising you to be a better dad than what I had. I may not be a perfect man, lose my temper or wolf out sometimes, but I promise to always be there. I will give you structure, security, and raise you to be a better man than I was growing up. I hope you love me and will be patience with me sometimes when I am getting it all wrong but one thing you will always know and never doubt will be my love for you. No matter what you do, say, or whatever it may be, I promise to always let you know you are loved be me." I say kissing his forehead.

As I do that, he lets out a coo and as a smile smile across his face. I continue looking at his cute little face and can't help but smile.
"I can do this. I may not have had a good example but I have people around me that can help." I say.

I go and lay Mason down in his crib for a nap. I laid down myself for a few minutes because he may be up again throughout the night. As I lay down and close my eyes, I cannot help but hope and pray my imprint will accept this and want to be with me.

After 30 minutes, I was woken up by Mason. I went over to his crib and picked him up. I decided to stay down here in my area and just spend some time with him alone. I put on something to watch and laid him on my chest and up into my neck to keep warm and close by.

He placed his little hand against my chest and kept trying to grab onto something to latch onto. So I move my hand up and placed my index finger in his little palm and he wrapped his tiny fingers around it. My wolf was happy seeing his little puppy happy and comfortable.

After a little bit of watching tv I heard someone coming down the stairs and I looked to see it was Jared.
"Wow man, Ariel and you guys did a great job with this." He says.

"Yeah I know. Better than anything I could've done." I say.

Jared looks and see Mason asleep against me. "How the little Lahote doing today?" He asked.

"He's doing good. I hope he stays this gentle and calm of a baby. However, my luck the world will probably make him a hothead just like me." I say.

"All you have to do is raise him different than you were so his temper won't be near as bad as yours man. I love you bro but we don't need another hot heated Lahote running around La Push." Jared tells me causing me to laugh.

We fall into silence and watch tv for a while longer. I start thinking about how I could repay Sam and Ariel for everything they have done for me. I want to make it special and meaningful as well. After running several ideas through my head I finally get one. But it is going to take a lot for me to get it done.

I'll need everyone help except Sam and Ariel's of course. I look over at Jared and he looks at me.
"You okay man?" He asks.

"I need your help with something I want to plan for Ariel and Sam for all they have done for me and us. But it is going to take a lot of work and we are going to have to keep it from Sam the best we can. I really want to do this and know it would mean the world to them. So are you in?" I ask.

He looks at me funny and then smiled. "Yeah I'm in."