Its okay

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"Hey are you okay" Lizzie say as she still playing with the back of my neck with her fingernails.
"Y..yeah" I reply with a shaky voice, and a weak smile.

"Food ready" Chrissy shouts letting everyone know the food is all ready if we wanna eat, I take a deep breath and get up to head into the kitchen where Chrissy has places all the food on the tables, from burgers, chicken, fries, pasta and Pizza as well as snack as well all different crips(chips) and cakes

"You gone all out for the food" I hear MK say as I walk to the other side of the kitchen to get a glass of water.
"Y/n you not going eat anything" I hear Chrissy say from behind me, as I turn round I see all eyes on me, I notice Lizzie looking at me worried, I walk over the to table of food and take a chicken leg and go to walk out the kitchen as I walk pass chrissy
"Happy" I say biting into the chicken and going back in the garden.. I sit at the end of the pool with my feet inside.

Someone sit next to me with there feet in the water also. I don't look over at them just staring at the water,

"So I though we could share my food together" Lizzie says sweetly and looking at me,
I look over at her and give her a smile,
"Thanks" I say she hands me a cheese burger And she also eats one herself, and we also share her plate of fries also, it was quite between up but it was Comfortable and I liked it..

Harley comes over and hands me and Lizzie both a drink eat, we both say thank you and I take a sip
"Fuck me that strong" I say shocked as how much Alcohol is in it, Lizzie just drinks it like a boss. Am I some kind of pussy I ask myself

"I just wanna apologise for everything that's been said online" Lizzie say taking a deep breath,
"You don't need to apologise, I'm sorry if they have causes you problems in your relationship" I say back looking at her
"No me and Robbie are still good" she says giving me a smile back to resure me that's they are fine. I smile back but deep down it just means my little crush on her can just stay as crush.
"I'm glad" I say and gets into the pool and swims under water to the other end of the pool and slowly come out of the water seeing Lizzie still sat where we was.

"You not going join" I say pushing my hair back out of my face.
No I'm good thank you" she replies
"Aw Lizzie scared of a bit of water" I tease with a smirk on my face, as I'm slowly swimming towards her
"No I'm not scared" she says not taking her eyes off me and what I'm doing, as I get closer I grab her ankles that are in the water and give her a Mischievous smirk
"Don't even think about it y/n" Lizzie says all Serious
And with that I pull her into the water, once's she was in I swam to the other end of the pool again to get away from her.

"Y/N" Lizzie shouts, complete soaked and under water just her shoulder up are Above the water, she swims towards me, as she gets closer she Realises she can't touch the floor at this end of the pool, and either can I, she grabs my hand pulling me closer to her.

"I would dunk you under, but I probably be under with you" she say as she keeping her head above the water,
"It's okay I got what I wanted" I reply with a smirk
And she looks at me confused
"I got you in the pool" I also say.
And we both laugh, I feel her hands grab my waist keeping me close to her. I lead her to where she can touch the floor in the water.
"Thank you" Lizzie says still holding me pulling me more closer to her
"It's.."

"Oi lovebirds, come on we're going play drinking games and watch a movie" MK shouts from the door while Ashley is stood behind her watching me and Lizzie, I pull away fast and give her a soft smile and get out of the pool, I help Lizzie out and hand her a towel, I take my towel and wrap it around me and head inside with Lizzie, as we are walking inside passed the twins i over hear what Lizzie says

"We've just friends" she says
"Of course you are" ash reply's

I make my way upstairs to get changed, as I get into my room and lock the door my mind goes into overdrive, that's all I am to her is a friend and of course I'm just a friend she has a fucking boyfriend!

After getting changed I decided to head back down to the group as I walk into the living room, I see everything sat around and talking.

"Y/N I saved you a space next me to" I look up and see Ashley tapping the space next to her on the sofa, I walk over and sit down,

"Thanks" I say giving her a smile
She puts her arm around me getting closer to me, and I know for a fact she is drunk so imma just play it cool, I notice Lizzie sat watching Ashley and me at the other end of the room.

"I think your so hot" ash whispers in my ear and I swollen hard as her other hand is now on my thigh.
"But I know you want Lizzie" she also adds
"But she not available but I am" as she says it as she bites on my ear, I'm starting to feel a little uncomfortable if I'm honest, but I don't wanna make a big deal, so I just sit through it.
"I wanna.."Ashley starts to say but is being pulls away
"Don't even think about it" Lizzie says to Ashley.
"Ashley get over here"MK says and Ashley walks over to MK and sits between her and Chrissy on the other sofa

Lizzie takes a seat next to me,
"I'm sorry about her" she say lifting my face up to look at her
"It's okay" I reply with a weak smile
She looks at me not Convinced that I'm okay.
I get up and she grabs my hand looking at me,
"I'm going go up stairs, thanks for a good day, see you guys in the morning" I say getting out of Lizzie grip and starting to leave the room,
"Y/N you sure you don't wanna stay longer" chrissy ask
"I'm good" I reply as I'm heading upstairs to my room, soon as I get into my room I get into bed and just watch tv, trying get everything out of my mind.

I can hear the girls laughing downstairs, at least they are having a good time, I say to myself.

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