Bad feeling

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Lizzie PoV

I'm finally settled back in at my house, after my family helped kicking Robbie out who decided he was going live with me. I can finally start to be myself and feel free in my own home again.

So obviously I have my sisters here with me for a few days until they head back to new work for their work business and everything.

In a few weeks I start to film another project with marvel and I also got a few more projects up my belt that will be doing filming for in a few months also, so I actually can not wait to start getting back on set to act on screen again.

After ordering a takeaway and just having some time with my sisters feels nice. I do find myself every so often constantly looking at my phone hoping y/n would have texted me back but she hasn't and I try not to let it bother me.

"Don't get your hopes up on y/n messaging you, she with her ex" Ashley says pissed at y/n

"How do you know she with her ex" I say confused to how Ashley would know this.

"It's all over Hailee because insta" Ashley says handing me her phone to see all the photos and comments on Hailee post.

I feel a little hurt seeing the love bit on y/n neck who clearly got it off Hailee.

Like I know I said we're just friends but I'm not a fan of seeing her with other women and I'm definitely not a fan of her going back to her ex, after what Chelsea told me about Hailee and how she used to manipulate y/n and control y/n and get her to do anything and everything Hailee wanted.

I pass Ashley phone back to her and head into the kitchen to get a glass of wine, I know we wasn't going have a drink tonight but I need something stronger to get y/n with her ex off my mind.

"Why are you so hooked on a 24 year old Lizzie" mk says entering the kitchen making me jump a little.

"I'm not hooked" I say getting all defensive

"Lizzie, you want her but you don't want her but you don't wanna see her with anyone else, you need to let go of her, she not good for you clearly" mk says and I'm taking back at the fact she thinks y/n not good for me after everything she done for me, and more

"Are you kidding me right now, if anything I'm not good enough for her! Because I'm damaged goods" I say pissed and leaving the kitchen and heading back into the living room where Ashley is.

"Lizzie" mk says following behind me
"Drop it" I say as I turn round to face her
"Okay" she says taking a seat on the couch

Ashley notices something off, but doesn't even ask anything Because she doesn't wanna make anything worse.

A few films later, and my mind still wondering on y/n I feel sick to know she gone and slept with her ex, and is this all because I said we are just friends or what.

Ashley puts the news channel on and I look over at her.
"Why the news" i asks

"Lizzie, you gotta know what's going on around the world and locally" mk says and I roll my eyes

While my sisters are watching the news I don't bother paying attention as I just rather not know what's happening around the world all the time as I'll overthink things and it's not healthy.

"Oh my god" Mk says getting my attention to the tv seeing an awful crash has happened only an hour or so up the road from us.

"Fuck that's bad" Ashley says shocked and turning the tv volume up a little bit

-this crash happened around 8pm tonight, and it's already been confirmed that 2 people have been announced dead at the scene, three others are being treated in the hospital, but no more news on the three fighting for their lives as we speak- the women at the scene says

- do we have any news what fully happened tonight-

-witnesses have said that the lorry was driving recklessly and crashed into the cars waiting at the red light- the women says

I couldn't listen or watch anymore, it was maki by me feel sick, I had a horrible feeling in my stomach.

I get off the sofa and grab the remote off Ashley and change over and sit back down

"Lizzie" Ashley says pissed at me for changing the channel

"I'm sorry but I can't watch that" I say taking a deep breath in.

"That's awful, i honestly feel for the families and friends of the people involved and especially the two who lost their life" mk says just looking down at her coffee

None of us said anything else we just sat in silent watching mtv, I keep getting a bad feeling about that crash but I keep trying push it aside, but it keeps creeping up on me.

It's now 10pm and I'm starting to get a little tired, moving back into mine and cleaning making sure everything the way I like it and nothing of Robbie's is here is exhausting.

Just as I get off the couch to head up to bed, Ashley phone starts ringing and I look over at her to think who could be ringing her this late, I stand by the door before leaving the living room looking at mk and then back at Ashley who answers her phone

"Hey slow down, and breathe" Ashley says worried

"Hey calm down, we're on our way to get you, it'll be okay just hold on we won't be long" Ashley says looking worried and shocked at me and mk as she puts the phone down.

"We gotta go get Chrissy, y/n in hospital" Ashley says and my heart drops, it feel like the room just got smaller

"What happened" mk asks as she gets her car keys and I'm still stood there speechless

"She was in that horrible crash what was on the news" Ashley says and I turn round to face my sisters

"She going be okay right? She going get through this yeah" I say shaking and Ashley takes my hand

"She a fighter she'll be alright" she says as we leave my house and get into mk car to pick Chrissy up

Ashley sat in the back of the car with me with her arm around my shoulder as tears are rolling down my face as I knew something didn't feel right inside me when I saw that crash!

Why was y/n up that end in the first place

She can't die, I need her
Her family needs her

I'm just silent the whole car journey to the hospital y/n at.

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