We're just friends - Elizabeth Olsen -

Backlash

I leave Hailee after spending most the day with her.

I didn't intend to go and sleep with her, I actually just wanted to talk to her about everything but I guess she had other plans to have my head between her legs most the day. She always knew how to get her own way and what she wants with me.

I find myself driving to an overlook of LA, I park up and just try and enjoy the view, but instead my phone going crazy from messages from Ashley, Chelsea, Chrissy and one message from Lizzie.

Lizzie ❤️
Hey I just wanna say thank you for the last couple of days I really appreciate it, but I'm going back home now so I hope we can still hang out and everything but I need to get back on my feet on my own. I hope you are having a good day sorry to bother you.

Thank you for the last couple of days! I got arrested for her! I guess I really am just a friend to her and nothing more.

I don't bother texting Lizzie back, I just move onto the next messages from Ashley.

Ashley Olsen 🤍
We've gone to stay at lizzies for a few days, thank you for letting us stay at yours. Will come see you before I head back to nyc, love ya little one 😘

Y/n I know your hurting because Lizzie said about just being friends but give her time.

Y/n are you kidding me, Hailee Steinfeld! You're fucking ex! You've gone and slept with her!
{Ashley sent a photo}

Ring me asap y/n

Oh shit I didn't realise Hailee posted them photos of me and her from today! Why would she do that without asking me about it! She knows what I'm like about photos being posted about it!

I head onto instagram to see Hailee post 7 photos of us and in every single one you can see the hickey on my neck which she left. I do the one thing I shouldn't and I read the comments

- omg are you guys back together-
-y/n got a nice love bite on her neck-
-are you guys dating again-
-I guess y/n drop Lizzie Olsen for her ex-
-no way! -

Reading all the comments I feel my heart beating faster, I feel my chest getting tight. I feel my anger rising at the fact Hailee thought it was okay to post them photos, even one of them is of us in bed! I'm so angry

I sat in my car contemplating my life and what have I done and how the fuck do I get out of this one! I never wanted to sleep with Hailee but like I said she knows her ways and get what she wants out of me.

My mind get brought back to reality when I see amber ringing me, I hesitate to answer it but I do eventually answer the phone to her.

"Hello"
"Y/n are you fucking crazy"
"I know I've fucked up big time"
"You went to see your ex, after two years! Have you forgotten about all the time Hailee manipulated you during your relationship to get her own way, the way she would control you and tell you what you can and can't do? Or did you forget the pain and suffering you dealt with during the break up! So what in the hell was you doing with her!" Amber says shouting down the phone

"Please stop, I didn't wanna sleep with her okay, I just went to see how she was doing, I didn't know she was going post them photos let alone sleep with her" I say back

"You need to get your head out of every girls legs, because I can tell you now your on thin ice y/n and you rebelling recently, getting arrested, getting absolutely drunk to nearly someone forcing you home with them, to arguing with Chelsea to going back to your ex" she sounds so pissed on the other end of the phone

"I got a arrested Because I fucking stuck up for someone I love and couldn't stand being broken and hurt! The being completely drunk part, yes I shouldn't of drank that much but I don't actually remember drinking a lot so I still don't understand why I was so drunk to not remember anything and to be throwing up all night! And Hailee I went to see her just to see how she was" I shout back and end the phone call

I don't bother reading the other texts I have from my sister or Chrissy as I know it will both be the same of them having a moan at me that I ended up at hailees today.

I take a few deep breaths and decide to just go for a late night drive to calm my mind and everything.

I've fucked up so much, and I know Lizzie probably isn't thrilled with me, but like she said we're friends so regardless if I slept with Hailee Lizzie can't moan about shit as she the one who doesn't want a relationship or anything with me!

An hour into my drive, I have no idea where I am or anything, but all I do is carry on driving, with the music playing loud and singing my heart out.

I stop at a red light, as I know I've already gone through a couple so I best be good and stop this time. 

It feels like I'm waiting forever for the light to change back green, before I know it I feel a rather massive impact over my body and everything goes blank, all I can hear is faint sirens and please crying and screaming in the background.