Friends

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I wake up the next morning, to notice Lizzie not in bed beside me. I roll over in bed and pull my phone off my bedside table and notice it's only 9am.

I'm kinda confused to where Lizzie has gone at such an early time in the morning.

After having a showering and putting jeans and a sweater on, once dressed I head downstairs to see Chrissy and the twins talking in the kitchen.

I walk into the kitchen slowly with a confused look on my face as there is no Lizzie to be seen.

"She gone to work, she got a meeting about upcoming project she working on with marvel" MK mention then just goes back to chatting with Ashley and Chrissy

All I do is nod in response and make myself a cup of coffee and then head into the living room.

While in the living room with my coffee just enjoying my own company and kinda confused why Lizzie didn't mention she had work, but to be honest we did kinda have an argument last night, but we did kinda sort it out I think.

I start to overthink everything that's happened the last couple of days and I can feel myself start to shake a little and my vision starts to go a little blurry. Just as I feel like I'm about to have a massive panic attack I get pulled back into reality while Chrissy and the twins walk into the living room and Chrissy repeatedly saying my name.

"Sorry in a world of my own" I say shaking my head and trying stop the tears from falling down my face.

"You good" Chrissy asks concerned

"Yeah" I say nodding and focusing a smile on my face.

I don't pay any attention to what Chrissy and the twins are talking about. I'm back in my own thoughts but this times thinking about Lizzie.
Constantly asking myself what is me and Lizzie, like are we dating or friends with benefits or just friends still? Like I would like to think we're more then just friends but I guess I'll never know

"Y/n are you listening"
"Y/n"
I hear Chrissy says again, and I look over at her with a blank look on my face.

"What do you say, a girls night out" she asks

"Why are you asking me" I ask confused

"We'll us four, Lizzie, and Chelsea, all go out clubbing tonight have a proper girls night" Ashley says getting a little excited about the idea

"Yeah sure" I say not completely confident with the idea of going out clubbing with my sister for one but with Lizzie when I don't even know what we are!

"Great, I'll let Chelsea know, tonight going be so good" Chrissy says all excited and the twins agree with her with the same energy and I just roll my eyes at them.

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A few hours passed, and I've had a phone call meeting with my manger that was not scheduled but after being arrested, apparently the label I'm signed to is not thrilled with my actions, so I'm in deep shit and could have my contact torn.

After the phone call I head back upstairs to try and find something to wear tonight as apparently it's girls night out. After finding out I could no longer have a contract with Warner music, I'm not really in the mood to party.

While sitting in my walk in wardrobe, giving up on trying find something to wear, I hear my bedroom door open and shut, I look over to see Lizzie standing in the doorway of my wardrobe.

"What are you doing" she asks sweetly
"Trying find something to wear for girls night out" I say sarcastically

"Hey what's wrong" she asks as she walks into the wardrobe and sit next to me
"Nothing, I'm fine" I say and smile at her to try and reassure her I'm fine

Lizzie placed her hand on my thigh giving it a gentle squeeze.
"So I brought a new dress for tonight" she says a little excited and I look at her "really" I say

She nods her head as she bites her lip in reply.
"I know something wrong y/n please talk to me" Lizzie says as she gets up and leaves me in my wardrobe and sits on my bed

"Nothing wrong" I say getting irritated
"I know your lying, y/n" Lizzie says as she just sitting on my bed and I roll my eyes and get up and head over to my bed where she is

"So my label about to cancel my contract with them because I got arrested, so yeah and also what are we?" I say stressed and worried

"Y/n another label will sign you if yours get rid of you, so please don't stress about that, we'll figure it out I promise" Lizzie says holding my hands and pulling me closer to her,but also not answering the last question I asked

"No one going wanna sign me after my label drops me, not with the reputation i apparently have" I say trying not get emotional because it's embarrassing to cry over this

"Hey, you don't have a reputation, you just do what you think is right no matter what the consequences are" she says trying comfort me

I laugh under my breath and shake my head a little, "like it matters no one going wanna sign me" I say pulling away from Lizzie "and Lizzie what are we?" I ask again this time little more pissed

"Y/n you will get signed again if they drop you trust me please" she says and swallows hard before carrying on "y/n, we're friends"

"Right, yeah friends" I say kinda hurt and walk back to my wardrobe.

"Y/n, I'm sorry but I'm just not ready for a relationship" she says sweetly trying not hurt my feeling

"I get it, we're just friends" I say as I push passed her to walk to the bathroom and shuts the door behind me locking it.

I run the shower, while I wait for it to be hot enough to get into, I hear my bedroom door open and close again, I'm taking it Lizzie now left my room.

Once I get into the shower I can't hold my emotions in anymore and I cry, it hurts to know that after everything with Lizzie, and her kissing me last night she just see me as a friend and it hurts so fucking much. I don't even wanna go out tonight anymore.

After a cry in the shower I finally get out and slowly start to get ready for this absolutely fun girls night out.

After getting dressed and finally decided to wear black skinny jeans with a gold and black shirt with a jacket I head downstairs to see my sister, Chrissy in the kitchen making some pre drinks.

"Don't you scrub up well" Chelsea says nudging me and I fake laugh at her

While waiting for the twins and Lizzie to come downstairs, I'm already 4 pre drinks in.
"Pace yourself y/n, because I'm not carrying you home tonight" Chelsea says pulling my drink away from me "yes" I say and salute at my sister

"Someone eager to get drunk" Ashley says walking into to the kitchen with MK and Lizzie behind her.

My jaw drops seeing Lizzie in a silk black shoulderless dress, with light curls in her hair with a pit pinned up at the back. She looks absolutely gorgeous.

And to my surprise the twins helped cover up all the bruises on Lizzie body with makeup just so she could wear a dress tonight.

"Awh y/n speechless" Mk teases
"No" I say shaking my head and finishing my drink. I stand up and go to leave to kitchen, when I turn round to everyone "friends don't get speechless over friends" I say and leave the room

"Y/n" I hear Lizzie say

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