We're just friends - Elizabeth Olsen -

She loves me

Lizzie PoV

I wake up in y/n bed with the duvet over me, the tv still playing but no y/n to be seen, I sit up in the bed looking around, the bathroom light off so she not in there, I guess she gone downstairs to get something to eat or a glass of water.

I wait patiently for her to return but after an hour then two I start to get worried, like where is she I can't even call or text her as my phone back at mine with Robbie, I feel tears fall down my face because I'm scared, I don't like being alone that's when everything he's done to me reply's on my mind, everything he called me cuts into my thoughts.

After an other hour or so, I hear Ashley on the phone and leaving her room, it's around midnight I wanna ask her if she knows where y/n is but then I don't want to worry her if she doesn't know.

As Ashley walks passed y/n room I hear what's she says
"Okay, but you got a lot of explaining to do, you're meant to be with Lizzie in you're room"

She on the phone to y/n, I go to get off the bed to ask Ashley what's going on, but then I hear the front door open and shut, I really hope y/n okay, I know I shouldn't let it bother me that Ashley and y/n are really close friends but I still don't trust my sister around y/n after her trying get with y/n back in New York.

While waiting for y/n to come home a few more hours pass and I start to overthink, what if y/n and Ashley are dating and they are up to god knows right now making out or even having sex.
I start to cry just thinking about my sister with y/n I'm worried about her she doesn't normally just disappear like this for this long.

While laying in bed cuddling y/n pillow crying I hear the front door open and shut again, I slowly sit up on the bed and wipe my tears away while I wait for y/n to come in her room.

As she enters the room trying he quiet to not disturb me, as she shut the door I have the courage to speak
"Where have you been" I say worried in a shaking voice from crying most the night

Y/n doesn't say anything and turns round to face me, my face drops as I notice she has stitches in her head, her nose got dried up blood and looks like it been put back into place, her hands all bruised and one with stitches on.

"Y/n What happened" I ask concerned and can feel my heart beating in my chest like it's going explode cause of being worried about y/n

"I'm sorry" she say and starts to cry as she take a seat next to me on her bed
"Talk to me" I say as I gently hold her hand
"Lizzie, I'm sorry, I went for him, he's been cheating on you, he's been using you for your fame and money, he was lying about abusing and raping you, I let my anger take over and I smashed his car in and then ended up in a massive fight with him,, to then" she pause as she crying, I'm taking back at the fact he's cheating on me and using me but she could of got killed, he could of done a lot more damage to her and that's not what I wanted
"Y/n I" she cuts me up
"Lizzie he wasn't going get away with it, but before I knew it I was being arrested and puts into a cell, once I got let out because he's not pressing any charges against me, I didn't know who to call, so I called Ashley to come get me, when she did she took me to the hospital to get checked over to have my nose out back into place to have stitches, I'm sorry" she says as she breaks down to me

"Y/n it's okay, but I told you not to go after him, I asked you to stay and not leave me, I've been worried all night about you, I even thought you and my sister was secretly dating" I say as I cup her face looking at her and using my thumb to wipe away her tears
"I just didn't like seeing you hurting because of him, I wanted to kill him I want him to suffer for what he's done to you" she says and shake my head "I know, but I'm okay, I'm here with you I'm safe with you" I say as I pull her into a hug as she cries still and it makes me cry
"Please don't cry" she says as she pulls away from the hug and cups my face with her hand's gently and looks at me, I feel myself glancing into her beautiful red puffy eyes from where she been crying so much.

I feel y/n eyes flicker from my eyes to my lips and I swallow hard, I feel her leaning in getting closer, just before her lips touch mine I pull away and look the other away taking a deep breaths.
"Sorry I didn't mean to" she starts to ramble on
"It's okay, don't worry about it" I say as I get back under the duvet in bed while y/n get off the bed and puts some shorts and a top on and then joins me in bed. I slowly cuddle up to her with my head on her chest and her arm around me, I feel myself start to drift off to sleep when I hear y/n

"Lizzie" she whispers softly
I don't answer and pretends to be asleep
"I know you're asleep and won't remember or know I said any of this but" she stops herself and takes a deep breath in and out before continuing
"I know you just see me as just a friend" she says,

I don't see her as just a friend I feel so much more for her but with everything that's been happening with Robbie I'm not ready for anything else, I'm mainly scared I know y/n would never hurt me like he did but the thought always there

"I love you Elizabeth, I've always been in love with you, and I'll do anything to make sure your happy and safe, even if that means not telling you this and just staying friends I'm okay with that" she says as she starts to cry again

She loves me
She would do anything for me
She always loved me
And I can't even tell her that I know she loves me because I'm meant to be asleep