Its Complicated

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Watching Robbie  hold Lizzie and kissing her, I didn't like it, it should be me holding her and kissing her. I notice chrissy looking at me and I look down at my food, and push my plate away from me. As I do this Ashley notices my mood changed and leans over to me.

"Hey you okay" she asks
"I'm okay" I say smiling at her and she nods back.

"Robbie it's girls weekend why are you here" I hear MK say and Lizzie and Robbie both turn to look at MK and the rest of us.
"I know it's girls weekend, but I just missed my girlfriend" he says as he pulls Lizzie closer
"Babe your seeing me Sunday night" Lizzie says looking at him smiling

She looks happy and I can't break that I can't be the other to make her happy like he does, I think to myself.

"We'll you've seen Lizzie now you can leave" MK say a bit blunt
"I know" he says and gives Lizzie a kiss
"I love you" he adds
"I love you too" Lizzie say with a gin on her face

I get up from the table to leave but I feel Ashley pulling me back into my chair and I look at her

"Your not leaving" she Whispers to me and I just nod at her at this point everyone looking at us cause I got up and Ashley pulled me back down.

"What" I say at everyone
"Y/N you okay" chrissy say walking over to me
"Yeah" I say and smile

"Imma see Robbie out" Lizzie says
"Have a nice night girl" Robbie say and leaves with Lizzie to go outside.

As they leave the room I look at Ashley
"Why wouldn't you let me leave" I ask
"Because you have been so distant with us and I know I've just meet you this weekend but we care about you, and I know your not okay and I know you like Lizzie" Ashley comes out with
"You know nothing" I spat out
"Y/n" chrissy say glaring at me
"What!" I say looking at her
"Y/n I didn't wanna make you upset or angry but"Ashley starts to say
"But what Ashley" I say getting angry
MK give Ashley a look which mean don't say anything
"Nothing I'm sorry" Ashley say
"Okay" I say

I leave and walk to the backyard and walk to the tree at the end of the garden, as I get there I sit under it.
What just fucking happened in there, I just sit there thinking and over thinking everything.

Lizzie pov:

I leave the kitchen walking with Robbie out front to say goodbye, as we get outside Robbie let's go of me
"Lizzie" Robbie says
"Yeah" I say looking at him
"You sure nothing going on with you and y/n" he asks again ever since the photos online and all the headlines he asked me 4 times now
"Ives already told you" I reply
"I know but you didn't mention that she would be at girls night"
"I didn't know myself until yesterday" I tell him
"Don't lie to me" he say
"Robbie I'm not lying" I tell him
"Come home with me" he say looking at me
"What" I reply looking at him shocked
"I don't want you here with here, I want you to come back to mine" he say
"Robbie no, I'm not leaving my sister and friends, you knew I was at girls weekend"
"Yeah that's was before I knew she was here"
"No Robbie she's not a threat, she a friend" I say
"Yeah a friend is you say so" he argues back
"Yeah I do so say" say back in a Firm tone
"Whatever, see you later" he say and get into his car and drives off, I shake my head in disbelief after what he say say and asked me to do.

I walk back inside to the kitchen and notice y/n not there and I feel an awkward tension.
"Everyone okay" I ask looking at them and they all look at Ashley
"What the fuck have you done" I say looking at Ashley
"Nothing" she say looking away
"Ashley" I say again
"She said a few things to y/n" MK say
"Like what"
"Just that she been distant and that she likes you" MK also say
"Are you kidding me Ashley!"
"I didn't mean to it just came out, and we all can see the way she looks at you!" Ashley with a sorry voice
"Don't give you the right to say it" I say
"I'm sorry" Ashley say.
"I'm not the one you should be sorry to! Where is y/n" I ask
"She outside Lizzie" chrissy say giving me a smile

With that I leave the kitchen to go see y/n as I get outside I see her sat under the tree I walk over and take a seat next to her.
"Hey" I say softly
"Hey" she say back not looking at me
"Look I'm sor.." I tried to say but she cut me off
"It's fine honestly forget about it" she says
"Hey look at me" I ask and she looks at me
"Talk to me, I'm not going hurt you" I say to her putting my hand on hers. I care so much about her and all I wanna do is get close to her
"Do you really love him" she asks softly looking away
I Hesitate before answering "yeah" I reply she looks at me with a small smile
"You don't see confidence in that" she say looking at me
"It's complicated" I say and give her a smile
"Wanna talk about it" she asks
"Why don't you open up to me first" I say giving her a small smirk.
"Maybe" she laughs
"Take your time I'm always here" I tell her
"Thank you Lizzie" she say and I pull her into a hug, I know she not going open up to me right away but this is a start!
As we pull away from the hug out the blue y/n says
"Wanna get high" I look at her trying find if she joking or being real
"I got weed upstairs we can go have a smoke just us two" she says being for real
"Sure why not" I say smiling back at her
With that she stand up and helps me up, she too cute and so sweet she takes my hand and lends us into the house and passed the others, we head upstairs to her room and as we get into her room she shuts the door and locks it, I like how she doesn't want the other to join.

After she rolled the joint we sit on her bed,
"You sure you wanna smoke it in your room" I ask
"Yeah it's my safe place" she says as she lights the joint, she has a few hits and passes it to me and I do the same we pass it back and forth until it's finished it, and we lay on y/n bed with me cuddle into her, honestly she gives the best cuddles. I feel so much for her and just being around her makes me feel so safe and I can be myself.

"Y/n" I say lifting my head up to look at her, as I do she looks down at me, "yeah" she says as our eyes meet I place my hand on her neck, the gap between us is getting smaller and I can feel her breathe on my lips I notice her eyes flickered to my lips and back to my eyes and I feel myself so the same, without hesitating I place my lips on hers, and she kisses me back, I had butterflies in my stomach, I feel her tongue run along my lip and I give her access, with that I move myself up a bit more, as our tongue danced against each other I feel one of her hands go to the back of my neck holding me as we deepen the kiss, the kiss was perfect it felt so nice and y/n such a good kisser as the kiss started to get heated someone knocks on y/n door, we both pull away

"Y/n Lizzie, get downstairs now and join us" chrissy says
"Yeah we'll be down in a minute" y/n say
"Okay don't be long" chrissy say as she leaves to go back downstairs
I look back at y/n and she kisses me again
"We best get downstairs as we have been Summoned" she say and we both laugh.
With that we both get off y/n bed and head downstairs

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