We're just friends - Elizabeth Olsen -

Never be sorry

(Trigger warning panic attacks)

I head downstairs with Lizzie, and she holding my hand, which makes me smile.

As we get downstairs to the rest of the girls ashley and MK pull Lizzie away from me and Chrissy pulls me into the garden.

"Why was your door lock" chrissy says
"We just had a smoke" I say and then giggle after
"Y/n it's not something to be laughing at, your getting way to close to her"
"You invited her" I say with a smirk
"Yeah but that was before I knew you two would be all loved up, she has a boyfriend now stop" chrissy say and hearing her say it, took me back my smile faded and I just nodded at her in reply, I walk away and enter the living room where Harley and paisley are, soon after Chrissy came in after
"Y/n I.." she tires to say
"It's fine" I say and takes a shot off the coffee table and takes it back.
After 5 more shots I feel Okay, I feel numb to reality and that's when it hit me! I fucking kissed her not just kiss we made out, a heated make out session in my room!
She cheated on Robbie, I'm a home recker!
Oh no what if he finds out, she'll be after me!
I start to freak out, my breathing gets heavy, my vision gets blurry and the noise around me get muffled, I'm having a full blown panic attacks over the fact she cheated on her boyfriend and I'm the reason.

"Y/n" chrissy says over and over
I slowly start to come back around, to Chrissy, paisleys and Harley all concerned sat around me.
"I need out" I say as I get up and stumble across the room from being high and drunk to leave the house, as I get to the front door I feel someone pulling me back.

"Hey where you going" mk say not letting me out the house, I notice Lizzie and Ashley stood behind mk and then the other three behind them.
"Please let me go" I say to mk so no one can hear
"Y/n you drunk your not leaving this house on your own" mk says

I feel myself start to shake, tears start to form in my eyes, my breathing getting heavy again. I fadely hear the girls say my name, I'm in a complete mess I slide down the wall onto the fall.

I feel someone pull me close to them
"Shhh it's okay, it's okay" Lizzie says as she holding me close to her, "I'm here baby" she adds as she Kisses my head, after a couple of minutes I finally calm down and notice ashley and mk on there knees next to me with Lizzie holding me.

"Hey" Ashley says with a warm smile
And I just smile back at her
"It's Okay y/n we're here for you, your not alone" mk adds placing her hands on mine and I just nods
"Wanna tell me what that was all about" Lizzie adds still holding me, and I just shake my head no,
"I'm sorry" I say and look down
"Hey never be sorry" Lizzie adds lifting my chin up to look at her.
"I'm just tired" I say and smile at them
"Hey why don't we go in the living room and you can nap there" Ashley says and her and mk get up and Lizzie let's go of me and gets up also, I look up at them, and Ashley puts her hand out to help me up of the floor, I take her hand and get up, we entered the living room and I noticed chrissy put the phone down and gives me a soft smile, I go to the smaller sofa and curl up on it with a blanket over myself and my head.

"Can we talk outside" I hear chrissy say to the girls and they all leave me in the living room, after a while I fall asleep on the sofa

Lizzie pov

Watching y/n have a panic attack like that was awful, I did what I could but I wish I could do more, I know she won't tell me what it was over or anything but as long as she knows I'm here that what matters right?

After the chat with my sister of them Interrogating me of what I was up to in y/n room and why I'm so high and didn't invite them to get high with us, was interesting, I couldn't be like oh you know I just cheated on Robbie with y/n cause we was making out upstairs no, my head a mess but I don't regret kissing y/n

I left y/n in the living room while we all heated to the kitchen we chrissy, I stay stood up while the rest sat at the table.

"I'm sorry you guys had to see y/n go through that, amber will be here soon" chrissy say
"It's fine Lizzie sometimes has panic attacks so don't be sorry about y/n" MK reply
"Who's amber" Ashley asks
"Amber y/n manger" chrissy say
"Why not inform her mom instead of her manger" mk asks

I just stood by the door listening to there conversation but also keeping an ear our for y/n because I know she not okay and I knew she wasn't okay since yesterday.

"Amber over here with her, her mum in the uk" chrissy says
"Right" mk reply
"Y/n mum can be pretty tough on her big time, like there was a time y/n had a meltdown bigger then today one, and her mum told her to grow up and get back on set" chrissy says
"Is y/n the one child" Ashley asks
"No she the middle child out of 5" chrissy reply's
"Wow" mk says then looks at me
"If you want we all can leave" mk also adds
"No, no no look she's be a different person once's she wakes up you guys stay please" chrissy Insists on us all staying.

While they all talk and drink more I leave and head into the living room to find and peaceful y/n sleeping on the sofa, I sit on the floor next to her and rest my head on the sofa and holds her hand, I really like her, but it's just so Complicated, like I'm dating Robbie and he's so sweet and I love him, but then y/n she makes me feel so happy and safe she makes me feel good without evening trying!

I'm in big missy Situation right now, I don't know if it's cause of the weed and Alcohol or just in general