We're just friends - Elizabeth Olsen -

I cant lie

I wake up the next morning to an empty bed, my face is hurting and so are my hands, I know my mom going lose her shit on me when she finds out I got arrested, I take a deep breath and get out of bed and have a shower and get changed before heading downstairs.

Once I'm in shorts and hoodie I head downstairs to see Lizzie her sisters and my cousin all talking in the kitchen and preparing food, I walk into the kitchen and take a seat at the table.

"How you feeling" Chrissy asks and I just smile at her and don't say anything back

We're all sat around the table eating breakfast and I'm more playing with my food then eating as I don't feel hungry or anything, still thinking about the whole situation of last night in my mind.

I feel Lizzie looking at me ever so often and I just give her a small smile every time. And I also noticed them all looking at me because I haven't eaten my food when they all have finished.

"Y/n wanna know something funny" MK says and I look up from my food to face her
"Lizzie was convinced that you and Ashley was secretly dating" she says and she laughs
"We'll we're not, we're just friends just like I am with Lizzie" I say and I take my plate off food to the bin and then wash my plate up

"And like I said mk, Lizzie doesn't need to worry about me and y/n, and like you know I'm there for her" Ashley says bitting back at her twin
"I was just paranoid and I know it's stupid" Lizzie says softly and I turn back round.
"It's not stupid" I say and take a seat back at the table with everyone drinking a coffee

Fuck I feel so shit that I fucked Ashley at the after party and now I gotta lie to the woman I am deeply in love with, and it's bad enough she was paranoid and thought me and Ashley was dating.

"I fucked Ashley at the after party" I say randomly and everyone looks at me, I see Lizzie face drop like she hurts

"Y/n, we agree that was a mistake and to never be spoken about" Ashley says pissed at me

"I know, but I can't lie to Lizzie" I say and then stand up from the table
"Lizzie I'm sorry, yes it was a mistake, a drunken mistake, if I didn't fuck with Ashley I most probably would of slept with someone else that night, so I'm sorry" I say and I leave the room and head back upstairs to my room.

Least I won't have that eating me up inside, I couldn't keep that from her, and I know Ashley will be pissed at me but she'll get over it.

Lizzie PoV

I sat the table speechless, I can't believe that y/n and Ashley fucked, and then I was in bed with y/n feeling safe around her just a couple hours after. I know that night y/n was completely drunk she couldn't even get up the stairs by herself or even get undressed. I know I shouldn't be hurt or mad, at her she is single and I was dating Robbie at the time, and to be honest I just never wanted Ashley around y/n like that.

"Lizzie let me explain" Ashley says pulling me out of my mind
"What" I say bluntly
"Honestly it wasn't meant to happen, we both regret it and she even said herself it was a mistake a drunken mistake, I don't feel anything for her, you're the one she wants Lizzie no one else" she says trying apologise

"Ashley, it's fine she single she can fuck, date whoever she wants" I say as my voice breaks
"Lizzie, she doesn't want that, she wants you, I know for a fact she was thinking about you while we fucked" Ashley says and I give her an odd look

"She went after Robbie because of what he's been doing to you over the last couple of months, she smashed his car in, broke the man jaw and got arrested Because she cares about you, she rang me because she was scared and didn't want you to be mad at her because of it all" Ashley says

"I know and I'm grateful but she could of gotta killed or even raped by him reason why I didn't want her leaving my side" I say back looking down at my hands on the table

As Ashley went to say something, a woman walks into the house and we all look and see y/n mom standing there. Why is she here I think to myself

"Where is she" her mom says
"Upstairs" Chrissy says as she swallows hard

Her mom goes to go upstairs and Chrissy goes after
"Sue no, just leave her please" I hear Chrissy begging her aunt to not go see y/n

Chrissy comes back into the kitchen getting her phone to call y/n dad and manger to inform them that her mom turned up unexpectedly and on her own. And I feel sick to my stomach after finding out what her mom has been putting her through her entire life.

We're all sat in the kitchen and can over hear y/n and her mom shouting at each other and it's putting me on edge. Ashley looks over at me and mouths 'she'll be okay' and I give her a faint smile.

We hear a big thud and my heart is racing, I can't just sit here anymore. I get up off the table to leave to kitchen to head upstairs and Ashley grabs me and stops me

"No, don't get involved" she says and Chrissy and mk looking over at me
"I can't just leave her up there with her mom" I say as my voice breaks
"Lizzie you can't, we all wanna go up there and help her but we can't" Chrissy says and I start to cry as I'm worried and just wanna go help her

Before we knew it y/n dad turns up and heads upstairs, he wasn't long and was dragging y/n mom down the stairs and out the house, as soon as they was out the house I ran up them stairs to check on y/n.

I rush into her room to see her just laying in her bed, I climb over on the bed and cup her face and see looks at me

"You okay, did she hurt you" I say as tears roll down my face again
"I'm okay" she says and pulls me into a hug
"Ashley told you didn't she" she says as we are hugging I don't let go of her I just hold her tighter