Kitten.
I love him .
I named him fez , I'm keeping him , mom never let me have a pet for the fact that she said it would die and I'd be sad about it but because this kitten is a baby it should be ok as long as I take him to the vet and get him cleaned up .
Poor thing must have been sitting in the elements for ever .
I kinda miss my mom I think because now that I'm an adult we have separate paths in life maybe she thinks her job is done , she's never had the chance to be a teenager but she gave me a good life and now I am where I am . Not to mention all the things I've done with hunter, I can confidently call him my first real intimate boyfriend. , first boyfriend kinda ever I mean
I think Hunter is coming home today .
I'm so excited I can surprise him with a kitten and some homemade meal . when you live in a small town there's not a lot of options.
I shake my head as dinner goes ding , I'll leave that to cool while I get ready .
I got this really cute teddy bear lingerie set, did I buy it for him no but I think he will think I'm adorable.Which I am.
I prepared to take a shower myself and get a call .
" AJa , can you hear me" it's my mother.An odd time for her to be calling .
" hey momma what's up ?"
" This weekend I have a really important seminar and I would like- no - I need you to come" this is her no negotiation voice .I sigh .
I don't really want to ,I've gone through this before this is so she can network for me or with me I want to make a name for myself but it's a process with the huge shadow being casted .
Really my thoughts are elsewhere
I huff at the empty notification bank for some reason hunters not returning my calls and he was supposed to be back days ago it's safe to say I'm worried . We haven't been dating long but I hope I haven't bored him into being with someone else.
"Momma -" I start . She's my mother and gets so excited when I'm there to support her . So of course I'll go even if I don't particularly want to .
I roll my eyes , I'm an adult and I should be acting like one but honestly I'm grumpy .
"I'll be there ." She sounded happy as a I hung up after sending her love I sit nude on the toilet it's almost a quarter past ten , why does this bother me so much. And why isn't he picking up my calls , what if he's,ghosting me . Fuck that would suck.The lavender steam fills the air and I sit idly on the toilet . My anxiety now peaked.
Frantically I text and ask if he's ok , I asked if everything was ok , I ask if it was something I did , was it something he did that he simply didn't want to admit, why aren't you picking up your goddamn phone . That anxiety quickly turns to anger my texts get more and more cruel as tears weld up in my eyes but I feel nothing but suffocating hot steam . " please just pick up " sent.
"Put up your fucking phone " sent , can I even say that I have a reason for getting so mad I'm fucking worried.I slam my phone phone on the stacked pajamas and step into the scalding water , I rub my skin raw and as fast as I could because now the scent of lavender is nauseating.
After twenty minutes I step out in silk pjs and ate the dinner I made then crawling into bed ,the side he slept on , it doesn't even smell like him anymore but it's the memory fuck I really miss him .
Is this the mindset of someone who's been kidnapped.After they feel protected and safe they only want to be with that person.
I've never wanted to crawl into someone's skin like I have him .
He's perfect and for Fucks sake I just want him to pick up the phone .Whatever .
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Romance"I have worked my ass of to get where I am , I don't have to prove myself to a entitled little boy like you." I said to him as I pack my things away . He scoffs and his smirk wipes away. Before he opens his mouth I continued," and another thing I'm...