ruined, but is it?

I'm so sorry

Looking over rain, payu was standing to his side, to have his hands to his neck to rub has he could see rain was having a nightmare, payu turned his head to look to the clock to shake his head a bit, it was not time for them to be noisy, payu really didn't know how to wake up rain, he didn't want him to continue to be in any pain, payu then turned his head to look down with a sullen face.
If I shake him awake he might scream or shirk then they might come here. What I did earlier by accident made him stop this for a moment but......
Payu gulped to then sit down next to him to take in heavy breathes to then move his hand to Hover over rains body to then place his index finger down to his nipple to then move it around a bit.
Rain Furrowed his brow, to part his lips to take in deep breathes to slightly moan but he didn't wake.
Payu kept his eyes to him to flex his jaw to then move his head closer.
"Rain..... You need to wake up."
Payu then stopped playing with his nipple to then move his head to eye over has his facial features started to twitch once more.
Damnit! Why won't you wake up? What are you dreaming about? Man, if I go further I don't know what rain will do. I just don't want to see him be in any pain.
Payu gritted his teeth to then place his index finger back to his nipple to move it about once more to see rain start to relax a bit but he was still to be breathing heavily.
Payu took in a very deep breathe to then move his finger away to then start to take his head down to peer his eyes up.
"I just want you to wake up rain. Please wake up. I'm so sorry for this."
Payu took out his tongue to start to trace.
Rain took in deep breathes to then part his lips to then move his hands up to the arm of the couch to grip a bit has he felt this sensation, but he didn't wake.
Payu darted his eyes to keep up with the action to then place his hand to his member that was hard has a rock to sign has he licked.
This is not the time for this! You need to wake him up! God! I hate I haven't had sex since...
Payu squeezed his eyes tightly shut to keep at it.
Rain then lifted his head up a bit to continue to moan sweetly to then start to move his butt back and forth, for payu wasent the only one who was starting to get hard.
Hearing the moaning, payu opened his eyes to then move his head back to smile a bit.
Believe you are out of whatever nightmare you are having.
Payu then started to get up to turn to keep his eyes to rain who had his head to the side to take in deep breathes to move about a bit.
Payu then placed his hands to rains blanket to start to take it up to then turn his head has he saw something from a side glance, he then parted his lips to widened his eyes in amazement and a bit of shock.
Payu blinked rapidly to then stand back up to continue to eye rains very hard erection, payu took a step to it to then shake his head.
Damn....... Rain..... Your huge! Have to be 6 or 9 inches, how do you have something that big?
Payu then curled his bottom lip inward to then start to breathe in heavily to make a pained face, his own erection was beginning to hurt in his boxers also he hadent seen a cock since his fiance, payu was extremely sexually frustrated, making a face he then went to his knees, to take a hand to the bottom of the blanket to start to slowly move it up.
Just look at it, then go to bed! What your doing already is proving rain right about Gay men.
Payu signed to then move the blanket over to then shake a bit.
Rains dick was out from the boxers hole to be standing upright and throbbing.
Payu took in very deep breathes has his rational thinking was leaving and what his body was wanting was taking over, he then slowly moved his head forward has he looked over the height.
Rains facial features started to twitch has he started to feel so very good.
"Mm....."
What's...... What's going on.......mm..... This feels...... Why am I feeling my......
Rain took in a deep breathe to then slowly open his eyes has he was coming into being consious.
He then darted his eyes a bit to breathe a bit hard to then turn his head to look down to then widen his eyes at what he was seeing. He then got up to then push payu off to then grab at the blanket to cover himself to move himself more to the edge of the couch to look over him in anger.
"What the fuck are you doing! You were licking my.....mm!"
Payu pounced to then place his hands to rains to move them over his head to then place his hand to his mouth to keep him quiet to dart his eyes over him to then motion with his head for him to look up. Rain growled a bit to then look behind him by lifting his head up to see what time it was, rain then looked back to payu to start to thrash about.
Payu took in a very deep breathe.
"Rain! I'm sorry.... So very sorry. You were having a nightmare I tried to wake you up, nothing worked and......I shouldn't have done that but God man! You are so......oow!"
Payu took his hand away to then lean back a bit to rub at his hand, rain got up to his elbows to then continue to eye payu in anger.
"I don't give a fuck what you were doing! You pervert! Dammit! I knew this was going to happen! You gays are nothing but....."
Payu looked to rain to give him quite a face.
"Don't rain! Just because I'm gay does not mean anything! I am a man just like you! However I don't have the ability to watch porn to take out my sexual frustrations."
Rains eyes widened to then hang his head to have his ears turn red. He was feeling so very embarrassed.
Payu saw that too sign.
"Rain.....I really was just trying to wake you up. I know I shouldn't have but.... Once I saw how...... I'm only human."
Rain rolled his eyes to then slowly move down to shake his head to then wrap his arms about himself.
"Just get off and go to bed payu."
Payu made a hard face to dart his eyes, he could feel rains erection on his back, his own was still evident.
"Um.....I have a question."
Rain rolled his eyes to look up.
"I want you to get off."
"Rain...... Are you..... Really straight?"
Rain widened his eyes to then place his hands to payu to start to push him off.
"Get the hell of off me! Why would you......payu?"
Payu had moved a bit closer to dart his eyes about hating he was being like this however he really was only human.
"Don't you miss sex?"
Rain parted his lips to then dart his eyes about to look down to become very uncomfortable.
"Um...... We are.... Getting off subject..... You need to get off."
Payu raised an eye brow has he looked to rain to see how nervous he was becoming.
"Rain...... Have you've...... Um.... Are you a virgin?"
Rain rolled his eyes to look back up at payu.
"That really isn't any of your business you need to get off and..... Damnit stop getting closer to me."
Payu had his head mere inches from rain to take in very deep breathes.
"You are.... Aren't you?"
Rain darted his eyes to take in a very deep breathe.
"What does it matter? You need to be getting......"
Payu then tilted his head to the side to slowly moving his eyes up and down.
"You have no idea what your missing, it's better then masterbation."
Rain started to move his head into the couch has payu started to move closer.
"What are you..... Are you trying to kiss me! No! My first kiss is not going to....."
Rain started to whimper a bit has he looked over payus surprised face..
"You haven't even...... Rain......"
Payu clicked his tongue to then shake his head to then gulp.
I'm sorry........ My fiance...... But......god I really am only human...... Been without sex for.....ugh! Rain then is right!
Payu then started to move his head even closer he then placed his hand to his chin to move rains head up a bit.
"Even though you don't want to lose your first kiss this way..... Please..... Let me show you what you've been missing...... Please."
Payu then tilted his head to the side to rub his bottom lip to his, rain started to take in deep breathes to dart his eyes about. He then flexed his fingers on payus chest not at all understanding why he wasent stopping this.
Payu then moved his tongue out a bit to move it to his upper lip to move it from side to side to then place it inside rains mouth to then start to fully kiss.
Rain squeezed his eyes tightly shut has he started to move his tongue about payus to shake a bit.
Payu then started to grind a bit to stimulate rains erection a bit further.
Rain started to take in very deep breathes to moan a bit.
Payu kept them in that kiss, to then move about a bit, to then move the blanket away to then place his hands to his boxers to then start to take away to throw them to the side to then move rains legs up to bend them to the side to then start to take down his boxers.
Rains eyes popped open to then shove payu away to breathe very hard.
"What the hell do you think your doing!"
Payu made a hard face, to then move and quick to take rains boxers away to throw to the side, to then fight with him a bit, to then take both his hands to the couch edge to then place his hand to his mouth to look over him with a pained face.
"Rain.......I am so very sorry for this....... It also has nothing to do with me being gay and your still not my type but...... Yourll understand after we have sex."
Rains eyes widened to then start to thrash around a bit, payu hung his head to then place his tip to his outter hole to then slowly go in. Rain tensed to whimper. Payu then placed his forehead to his hand that was over rains mouth to make a hard face.
"I'm sorry rain...... I'm so sorry just...... Haven't had sex in 4 years and..... This is not at all a great excuse but....... I'm so sorry rain....."
With his finger nails, rain was able to scratch at the couches arm to keep himself tensed.
Payu signed here and there.
"Rain..... Stop tensing....."
Rain started to thrash a bit again.
Payu then moved his head to rains bare chest to then go to his nipple to start to lick about.
Rain couldn't help but to moan to then untense for payu to go all the way inside. Rain then lifted his head back to widened his eyes at the sudden foreign object that was fully inside of him to take in deep breathes, the pain was unimaginable.
Payu moaned around rains nipple to then thrust himself fully in and out, he couldn't at all help it.
Rain squeezed his eyes tightly shut once more has tears started to go down his eyes.
Payu then moved his head up slowly.
"You are so warm and.....aah.... Tight......"
Payu then moved his head over rains to stop thrusting a bit to sign.
"Rain...... Please don't cry....."
Rain moved his head down to look over payu with anger.
Payu darted his eyes to then slowly go in and out, rain rolled his eyes to bend his legs up a bit more to plant his feet to eye over payu with those Angery eyes to whimper here and there.
Payu then looked to the clock to then eye back down.
"Don't scream...... We are not at the time."
Payu then took his hand away from his mouth to then place it to rains abnormal large cock to start to stroke, rain closed one eye to take in deep long breathes.
"Stop this! Knock it off! God this hurts! What the hell is wrong with you!"
Payu then placed his other hand to rains mouth to silence him has he was getting to be too loud.
With freed hands rain then placed them to payus chest to try and push him away to no Avail he then placed his hands to payus back to then dig his nails firmly in to hurt payu to then lift his head back to Furrow his brow.
Rain was having pain from payus dick in his ass to be then experiencing pleasure from payu stroking him off.
Payu then whimpered has rain dug his nails into his flesh, he then moved his head down to place his mouth to rains body to suck and hard, to leave hickeys.
Rain then lessoned his nails digging into payus back to start to actually move his body with payus has he was getting closer to cumming.
Payu then moved his head up a bit to lick at his hickey to then go to his nipple to devour to then start to thrust harder, he was going to cum so very soon.
The two moved there bodies with the other to then cum in unison, rains eyes rolled in the back of his head from the pain and pleasure to then black out, payu took in very deep breathes to then take his hands from rain to then flop down to his body to close his eyes to start to fall asleep.
"Rain...... I'm..... So sorry......."