ruined, but is it?

why does this have to feel so good?

Darting his eyes, rain was standing to the side of the table to have his hands palm down to be eyeing over a map and looking at the possible weather outcomes to then move his mouth about.
After taking a shower, payu came out with a towel through his hair, to then go to the dining room to then stop to eye down.
"Figured out the dates we should try to get food?"
Rain took in a deep breathe.
"Mm.....I think a few and...."
Rain then looked up to freeze, to part his lips to then immediately look down to Furrow his brow to grit his teeth has his heart started to skip beats.
Why am I acting like this for? I've seen payu without his shirt...... His hair down and...... In boxers....
Rain then took in a very deep breathe to gulp.
Payu raised an eye brow has he eyed over rain and his reaction.
He then made a face to then step about to place his towel to the top of the chair to then go to rain to stand behind him, to then press his body to his to place his chin to his shoulder to look down.
"So.... What dates...."
Payu then turned his head to then go to rains ear to then move his bottom lip about to then move his hands under his shirt to run them along his pale inviting skin.
"We're you..... Thinking about?"
Payu then slowly took out his tongue to run the tip of it about his ear.
Rain gulped to dart his eyes quicker about the map too start to take in rapid breathes.
"Um....... Um......ne.... Next month....... Um....."
Rain then curled his lips inward to then lift his head back has payu placed his fingers to the top of rains shorts to move them about has he continued to lick his ear, he then moved one hand up, under rains shirt to then move it through the collar to place it to his neck to then move it to the side to go to his shoulder to start to kiss to then start to rub his groin about his ass.
Rain couldn't help but let a soft coo escape his lips to then gather some what of a brain, he then shook his head a bit, to then place his hands to payus to then take them away to then turn to place his body to the edge of the table to look over payu.
Payu parted his lips to look over rain.
"Rain?"
Rain darted his eyes over payu has his face started to fall a bit. He then peered his eyes down to his hands to either wrist that he held to make a hard face, making payu sad was starting to get to rain, he really wasn't trying for that.
"Payu.....for the last 3 weeks we've been....... Um......"
Payu then hung his head to look to the floor.
"I know. I also know we do need to talk about it and...... Rain...... What...... Do you want right now?"
Rain whimpered to then turn his head to look to the table to get a naughty idea.
Payu then looked up to raise an eye brow at rains expression to then smirk.
He then moved himself a bit closer, hearing a sound rain turned his head to then widen his eyes to look over payu.
"Do you want me to take you..... Right here, right now, on the table?"
Rains lips parted to make a hard face.
Payu couldn't help but to laugh to read that all over rains face, to then take his Wrists away to then grab ahold of rain to then place him to the table, to then move his head to the side to crush his mouth to his, rain furrowed his brow, to then wrap his arms about to allow this.
Awhile later, rain kept his lips curled to bite into them, to have his forehead to the map, to flex his fingers to the top, to breathe heavily, has payu was behind him to have his hands to his waist to grip to thrust in and deep to keep his head hung to keep his moans low to then lift his head back to close his eyes tight.
Rain then turned his head to place his cheek to the paper to breathe rather hard to then place a hand to his mouth to moan heavily has he was getting close to climax.
Payu then placed his whole length into rain to stop to then wiggle his groin about, raina eyes popped open to then move his hand away to moan and loud with that type of action, he really couldn't help it, payu acted quick to then move his hands to rains mouth to cover to then move him up, rain placed his hand to payus wrist for them both to turn there heads to eye the back of the door to wait a few moments, not hearing anything, payu turned his head to look over rains.
"I'm that good?" He laughed.
Rain turned his head to look to payu with narrowed eyes to then turn his head quick to then lift it up to moan into payus hand has he started to thrust again.
Both cumming, the two were to the bed, for rain to be too his side to be eyeing his hand to make a face.
"Mm....payu?"
Payu to his back next to rain, took in a deep breathe to turn his head with his eyes closed.
"Hmm?"
"Why...... Does this..... Have to feel so good?"
Payu slowly opened his eyes to then chuckle to turn to his side to then move closer to rain to then wrap his arms about.
"Sex usually feels that way."
Rain squeezed his eyes tightly shut.
"I'm not gay though."
"Sexual gradification is a mystery. Don't have to label anything rain. Whatever feels good, shouldn't it be continued?"
Rain opened his eyes slowly to dart them with a face.
"This..... All is..... Confusing me...."
Payu moved rain to his back to look him over.
"I feel that too. Just like you rain, I am trying to stop this. Know we need to, I really need to go into being celibate but...... Your making it difficult."
Rain parted his lips to then slowly move his arms up to wrap about payu to dart his eyes over him.
"How so?"
Payu narrowed his eyes to laugh to then move closer.
"Believe you know. Don't think your...mm... This naive....."
The two couldn't help but to place there mouths to the other to then go into another round.