ruined, but is it?

what is going on?

Going to a more secluded place, rain sat next to payu to be eyeing over him, has he had given him a cup with water to it to eye.
"Calmed down?"
Payu took in a deep breathe to eye over the cup to his hand.
"A bit."
"Can you tell me what's going on?"
Payu signed to move the water about his cup .
"Had....a nightmare."
"What about?"
"Something from my past."
"What is it?"
Payu made a face.
"I really don't want to talk about it rain."
Rain rolled his eyes to look forward.
"Can't begin to help when you don't talk."
Payu flexed his jaw.
"Dreamt..... About..... The day my...... Fiance was killed."
Rains eyes widened to slowly turn his head to the side to look over payu.
"Payu...... You know....... You've never told me how..... You lost your fiance."
"I don't want to really talk about it rain. Bad enough I had to dream about it."
Rain signed to look down to then turn his head forward again to make a hard face.
"You know....I told you how I lost my parents and after everything we have done with the other...... Why won't you talk to me about this?"
Payu turned his head to look over rain.
"It's.... My fault he's dead."
Rains eyes widened to then turn his head to look over payu.
"Why.... Do you think that?"
Payu signed to look down.
"Rain....I really don't want to talk about it."
Rain made a face to nod.
"Least you.... Talked about it a little."
Payu darted his eyes over rain to then place his cup down to move closer to rain to bring up a hand to caress his cheek to then place his mouth to his.
Rain Darted his eyes over him to move his hands to his chest to push him away.
"Payu.....I don't know what time it is but..... We just probably a few hours ago and right now you are vulnerable and...."
Payu raised an eye brow to start to take rain down, rain to his back looked over payu who was to his knees to then place his hands to his shirt to take it over his head to then toss it to the side to eye over rain.
"You are being just so..... Rain please, don't deny me."
Rain made a hard face.
"Payu.....I don't think we should right now and nnn...."
Has rain talked payu went to his neck to start to kiss to place his hands to his boxers to start to take down, rain turned his head to sign a bit to then place his hands to payus shoulders to grip here and there.
Payu then got rains boxers off to toss them to the side to start to go down leaving a trail of kisses to go straight to his erection to kiss about to go to his tip to kiss to then take his tongue out to lick about to then down.
Rain lifted his head back has his body bucked to keep his hands to his shoulders to thrust his groin up wanting more of that very hot mouth around his cock.
Payu then peered his eyes up to watch over rain to where he could, to then move his hands up to place his fingers to either nipple to move it about to tease and to heighten this experience.
Rain instantly placed his hands to his mouth to moan.
Payu took his mouth off to eye over him.
"I don't know what time it is either but, can tell it's late, I want to hear you moan rain. Move your hands away from that mouth or I'll stop sucking."
Rain slowly moved his hands away.
Payu smiled to then down his cock again to continue to tease his nipples to feel rain thrust in his mouth.
"Ah God.... I'm going to....mm... Cum...."
Payu started to bob his head over that cock harder, rain couldn't help but cum into that mouth to then be turned to his stomach, to turn his head to look down to see payu take off his boxers to then move closer to rain to run his tip against his hole to then slowly place himself in, rain placed his cheek to the ground to moan and hard, to flex his fingers upon the surface.
Payu placed his hands to either side of rains body to keep eyeing over him.
"You are so sexy..."
Rain breathed heavily to continue to have his eyes peered up to payu to then gulp to look to the ground.
"Why are you so...mm...."
Rain squeezed his eyes tightly shut after he closed them to feel payu pump himself harder from within, to feel payu wrap his arms about him to move him up a bit to go to his ear to nibble.
Rain lifted his head up a bit to move his ass up and down that length to then move his hands to his very long hardened length to then start to stroke sensually.
Payu after a bit, placed his hand to rains throat to then turn his head to the side for them to both breathe heavily, has the other eyed, for payu to move rains head closer to his for them to share in a very deep tongue kiss.
After they both came, the two were to there sides, to breathe in deep has they were in a very close embrace.
Waking up for a moment, payu looked about to then eye down to eye over rain to move closer to wrap an arm about.
Rain took in a deep breathe to continue to be fast asleep. Payu couldn't help but to close his eyes to go back to sleep.
Furrowing his brow, rain started to hear small talking to then slowly open his eyes to look about to then widen his eyes to turn his head to look over payu who was still sleeping.
Rain gulped to then move away, payu opened his eyes to then look to rain who was up to be getting dressed and quick.
"What are you doing?"
"Over slept!"
Payu widened his eyes to then move about to get dressed to then look to rain.
"Go first. I'll find a way to leave without being spotted "
Rain looked over payu with a face to then go about.
"Thank.... You...."
Payu eyes over rain.
"Thank you.... For last night....."
Rain stopped to turn his head to look over payu with a face.
"I do hope.... You tell me what happened with your fiance payu."
Payu hung his head to eye down.
"Maybe.... One day...."
Rain smiled. He then went quick.