𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓚𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓐𝓭𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓽 21+(𝓙𝓲𝓴𝓸𝓸𝓴)𝓞𝓷-𝓖𝓸𝓲𝓷𝓰

15-🔞No Feelings🔞

Jimin POV

Something is happening to me, i don't know if it's the pain or the extreme sex or maybe how confused Jungkook is making me feel. Why does he care for me, if he doesn't feel anything it's been long days since I've seen my house because Jungkook said the door wasn't fixed.

The day I finally arrive home Jungkook gives me the new keys to my door, for the first time i want to be alone and not in his arms getting suffocated by his odd behavior.

As I'm getting out of the limo I completely forget about him I open my door then close it when I suddenly hear my door getting pounded on I open it,

"Jimin what the fuck was that! Aren't you going to kiss me goodbye!" Jungkook demanded looking at me intensely standing in the door frame.

I glared at him fed up and not budging, i was getting pissed off, Jungkook took me forcefully smashing his lips on mine, he shoved his tongue down my throat, I pushed him off.

"Master goodbye kisses like those are for people with feelings!" I yelled, i was getting confused with everything Jungkook was doing I just didn't get it!

He's making me fall for him while I'm fighting it so bad, I'm putting this big barrier in my heart so I don't feel anything.

"Jimin i don't know what the fuck you talking about! You know i have no feelings! You're my property I do whatever the fuck i want with your body!" Jungkook demanded making me get even more mad.

I huffed turning my back on him and left not giving a fuck about no consequences! I went straight up to my room slamming the door, i heard when Jungkook left and he slammed my front door.

My mind is not right maybe its the wild sex I've been having for a month I've gotten numb to everthing around me.

Then Jungkook's bullshit over and over i thought he would just fuck me and I could have my life but I don't then he's in pure fucking denial. I want to go out! I want to party with my friends! Jungkook doesn't command my life he only commands me in sex!!

I hate he's acting like a fucking boyfriend but then I ask him and he denies it all, saying he has no feelings for me that it's purely sexual!!

I touched my lips, why does he kiss me that way? Why does he touch me with such meaning?

Why does he hold me tight in his arms when i fall asleep? I throw myself on the bed and sigh thinking be careful what you wish for you just might get it, those words haven't meant so much like they do now.

If this is going to keep up I'm going to have to get just like Jungkook heartless and my heart cold for him. No feelings! No feelings attached, no pity, no mercy!

I have to tell myself over and over it doesn't matter how Jungkook acts over me, it's just for sex! Say it Jimin in your fucking head until it's engraved in your brain i told myself.

Jungkook is for sex and nothing more, now I'm wishing I had a boyfriend with those qualities that Jungkook has, it would be hot but it's impossible to find someone like that.

It would be too perfect for him to fuck me senseless and love me at the same time, it would be a present from heaven.

For him to take me out to dine then fuck me senseless anywhere but love me, after almost a month of abuse I see nothing is as it seems, I see Jungkook is a kinky as fuck person but his mind revolves around sex.

Jimin you wanted a Dom, take it now I signed a stupid contract because I was naive and didn't know any better, now I got a crazy hot ass man, well a charming and devilishly handsome man behind me who acts like a boyfriend but loves telling me he has no feelings.