The lost mafia princess.
Cordelia Hill is a seventeen year old girl with a troubled past. Life hit her hard. Her stepfather abused her since she was 5 years old after her mother killed herself. Her stepfather was also a very popular and succesful ma...
Everything's been shitting itself since this morning. Dad's putting even more pressure on me than before. He just wants me to marry that Britney or whatever her name is.
I've explained to him several times that I won't marry her, but he won't listen to me.
I'm sitting in my office right now, working.
I've been looking forward to seeing Cori all day, she seems to be the only one who can calm me down. But I think she's gonna be hungover today. The boys gave her a lot drinks last night.
Knock. Knock.
"Come in."
When I didn't hear anything after a while. I looked at the door.
"Landon? Would you like to help me?" I heard her disgusted voice. Britty?
"Go away."
"Landon! You're gonna have to marry me anyway. You don't have a choice-"
"GO!"
"You still have to marry me."
"You say one more word and I'll kill you." I told her coldly. I stood up and pulled out my gun and pointed it at her. "Leave."
She turned and almost walked away but before she left she said, "I'll make you marry me. There's nothing else you can do."
I feel like breaking something.
----- 4 hours later -----
I'm really not in the mood for anything today. I came home and I wanted to go straight to my room. I debated whether to see if Cori was ok, but decided it was better if I didn't go to see her. I don't want to blow up in her face. Anyway, I couldn't avoid Dad.
"LANDON! WHY DON'T YOU JUST MARRY HER! I UNDERSTAND SHE'S DIFFERENT, BUT SHE'S NOT THAT BAD!" My own father started yelling at me.
"You don't understand, I'm just NOT marrying her!" I tried not to scream.
But my dad was loud enough, so everyone who heard us came running down to the living room. Even Cori came in.
"Landon, why not?!" Dad asked me.
"Just no! I'm not marrying her!" I told him and tried to walk away.
"Leo, leave him alone, if he doesn't want it, he doesn't want it." Xander tried to reason.
"Landon? What's wrong?" Cori asked me.
"LET ME GO! EVERYTHING IS BECAUSE OF YOU! ITS YOUR FAULT!"
"But what's my fault? Tell me what is my fault!"
"EVERYTHING IS YOUR FAULT! THEY WANT TO MARRY ME OFF TO SOME OTHER GIRL AND IT'S ONLY BECAUSE OF YOU!" I took out my gun and pointed it at her. Of course I wouldn't shoot her. I just wanted to scare her.
Cori gave me a scared look.
"LET HER GO! GO AWAY!" Xander yelled and the boys took her away. "ARE YOU INSANE?! WHY ARE YOU SCARING HER LIKE THAT!?" Xander started yelling at me.
I don't know what I did. I'm starting to regret it. Why did I do it?
"I don't know, it's just such a shitty day." I explained.
"Go away. Go somewhere to calm down. I don't even want to see you near Cori anymore." He said and walked away, probably to Cori.
I turned around and went to my room. I managed to scare the only person I really like. I only had one question on my mind.
What did I do? I'm such an asshole.
Cordelia's POV
I'm surprised. I can't imagine what would have happened if the guys hadn't dragged me away.
I can't even believe Landon would do this. I don't know what I'm gonna do if I ever meet him.
I'm pretty hurt. I thought I was finally something more to someone. I guess I'm still nothing.
Honestly, the tears started flowing. I don't understand why he would want to shoot me. It hurt my feelings.
"Are you okay?" Grayson asked me.
I shook my head at him, telling him that I was, even if I wasn't exactly coming around.
"He was going to shoot me?" I asked them. Grayson and the others hugged me, we did a sort of group hug.
"Don't worry, he wouldn't shoot you. I'd say he was just trying to scare you." They were trying to calm me down. "Come on, let's go to your room together. I'm sure Shadow is waiting for you there." The boys took me by the hand and took me to my room where I was immediately greeted by Shadow.
"Do you want us to stay here with you?" Dominic asked me. I guess I'd rather be alone.
"Feel free to go. I don't mind being alone." I replied.
"Okay, then we'll send Kai and Seth to you, okay? They'll be happy to take you. At least you won't be so alone here." Grayson replied. "And if Landon comes here, just tell us, okay?" I nodded my head in response.
A stream of tears fell from my eyes after they left. I couldn't hold it in any longer.
I'm just responsible for everything. But not just what happens in my life, but now I am responsible for things that happen in other people's lives. I don't understand how I can be so evil.
I finally started to feel good about myself, stopped cutting myself. But a little thing like that brought me down again. I hate that I'm so weak. I'm responsible for everything. Its my fault.
I went to the bathroom to check on my blade. I found it almost immediately.
After enduring it for so long, I started cutting again. No one must find out. I also need to find me some old bandages to wrap my arms with.
I feel weak. Incredibly weak.
Landons POV
I need to apologize to her. I can't stand feeling like this. I can't stand not being able to be around Cori. My Cori.
I can't believe what I did to her. Why did I do it? I'm a complete idiot. I'm afraid Cori won't forgive me.
But I don't know what to do. If I go to her room and Xander sees me, he'll literally shoot me.
But I'm still going in there. I'm not giving anything for trying. I hope Cori's not afraid of me.
