(A/n: I think ima split the huge chapter into 1k chunks so I can upload every night for 4 days straight 🤭, anyways enjoy)
about halfway through the boat ride I check up on Price.
"So, what's the plan when we get there?"
"Y/n I don't know, I haven't had time to plan anything" he says, his voice strained
"Want me and the boys to plan it?"
"Please"
I sit back down in my seat on the deck.the sun is just above the horizon, leaving a pink and orange blush on my skin.
"Price wants us to plan what we do when we get there" I say
They stop chatting and their attention turns to me
"It's likely we're gonna land on a beach so we'll be exposed"
"Just stay low" says Gabriella, crossing her arms.
"Oh really? I was going to say jump around and flap your arms but alright" I shrug sarcastically
She frowns at me and I see Soap and Ghost look at each other.
"We don't know where Hassan's hiding so keep an eye out. Gaz and Alejandro stay together at all times, same goes for Soap and König, Rodolfo and Price, and me and Ghost"
"What about me?" Says Gabriella
"What? You're staying here. In the boat"
"No. I can hold a gun"
"Just because you can hold a gun doesn't mean you can shoot one. You're staying here"
"What if they come for me?"
"Come on now, who the fuck is gonna be searching for you? They don't even know you"
"Sorry?"
"I said, they have no idea who you are" I stand up
"Yeah? And who says they know who the fuck you are" she meets me in the middle of the deck
"Look at you! You're a nobody" her accent coming out rough and angry
"That's the point" I spit "they aren't supposed to know who we are" I point to the men sitting behind us. They're all watching closely, waiting for something to happen.
"Fuck you!" She shoves my arm, making me drop my phone onto the deck.
"Nah that's it" I shout.
I grab her hair and yank it backwards. She lets out a screech, stumbling backwards.
"The fuck!" She shouts
"You pushed first bitch!"
"So? You know the rules, there's no hair pulling in fights"
"You think this is some teenage girl boxing match? There's no rules in fighting"
"You think you're so hard dont you?" She kicks the back of my knee, making me topple over "You think that just because you're a part of this team, means you can be rude to other girls that just want to help" she stands over me, her feet at either side of my knees.
"You think that's why I don't like you?" I say looking her up and down
"Why the fuck else wouldn't you? All I've ever been is nice to you"
I roll to the side, making her feet give out from under her and she hits the floor with a thud.
"I've known you for two days, and in that time, you've continuously hit on the one guy that I like. Why not Soap? What about König? Or Gaz. Or Alejandro?" I shove her shoulders back and she wobbles, trying to maintain her balance.
"Simon? You like Simon?"
"NO SHIT?"
"I-"
"Stop pretending like you never knew!"
"Uh Gabriella, just saying. I could tell from the minute I arrived" says Rodolfo
We turn to look at them. I completely forgot they were even there. I guess I just admitted to liking Ghost officially.
I look at Ghost, he's watching in shock as he watches everything unfold.
"Ghost" I say
He looks into my eyes
"We kissed..."
"And?" he says
Gabriella stands there with a sour expression spread on her face.
"And?" I mock "so you're going to pretend like nothing happened when she goes back to her own home?"
"Nothing did happen!" He says, holding his hands up
"My arse nothing happened!"
He lets out a loud sigh, pinching the bridge of his nose
"I'm sorry Gabriella" he says, giving her an apologetic look
"You're saying sorry to her!? What about when she literally slept in your room? When you didn't want to go to the beach with me because you wanted to stay with her? When you suddenly started ignoring me like when we first met? What about those times? Did you even stop to think about how I felt when you did that?"
"No" he whispers, staring at his boots.
"Simon don't fucking say it" Gabriella warns
"Oh shut up already! I know you fucked" I shout
"What?!" Thay say together
"Simon just let me say it" she says
He nods
"I did not fuck your man ok? Why? Because I'm Gay. Im a lesbian"
My jaw drops, my arms hanging by my sides.
"What?" I say
"Mhm"
"Then why were you flirting with him the whole time you've been with us?"
"Im just a flirty person" she shrugs
"And the sleeping in his room?"
"Your bed is genuinely rock hard"
"And the floor of his room is more comfortable?"
"Well no- but he's a funny person, i wanted to talk to him. I can see why you like him"
I don't remember Simon having a single funny bone in his body
"But why have you been so distant lately?" I say, turning to him
"I thought you lost interest in me" he says quietly
"Me? Loosing interest? No!" I say
"So you still like me?"
"Of course" my heart thumps in my rib cage like a racehorse running a marathon.
He stands up and rushes over to me, engulfing my body in a salty hug
A tear rolls down my cheek as I let go,
"I'm sorry I've been such a bitch"
"I'm sorry too" he says softly "y/n?"
"Yes?"
"Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
A smile spreads across my face
"Of fucking course I do"
He lifts the bottom of his mask up and I feel his lips gently press against mine.
"Ok guys get a room please" says Soap
"Shut up Soap" I laugh
YOU ARE READING
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RomanceSimon ghost Riley x fem reader "𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖜𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝖒𝖊? 𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖌𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊" Contains: smut, self harm and mental struggles... She's on an ordinary mission to capture a terrorist and his Missiles. Then she meets a man, a mysterious one too, one tha...
