y/n's point of view:
The next day we woke up kind of late, but we went right to the beach and agreed on getting some more sleep there. Which we did and we actually slept till the lunch.
"It was fun last night, right?" Cha asked while grabbing some more food from the buffet we were standing by
"Yea" I just nodded, all the time I am thinking about telling her. It's fucking haunting me, I even had a dream about it. And Leclerc texting me yesterday got me even more stressed out about it. No, we're not the same, idiot. Because I'll tell her, I'm nothing like you.
Once we sat by the table with all of our food on the plates I was ready to tell her. I took a breath and was about to say it all.
"Hey, you seem off, what is it?" She was faster, but thank God, this made me more confident about saying it
"Yeah um..." I sighed "I need to tell you something"
"Go on" She chuckled. Fuck, stop being so positive about it.
"But please," I looked her in the eyes "promise me you won't let it ruin this vacation or our friendship at all." I realised "No, you know what? I would totally get it, I fucked up and it was awful, but I know that you need to know, also you're my best friend and you deserve to know and I cannot tell anyone else and it's haunting me and so can't you, pl-" I started to panic a little, she stopped me
"Stop" She chuckled again "calm down, just say what's going on, take a deep breath"
I did as she said. It's now or never, y/n "I slept with Leclerc"
She furrowed her eyebrows right away but at the same time a smile was growing on her face. She laughed about it "You did what?"
"Don't make me repeat it, please" I groaned in dispair
"You're joking" She laughed again but this time more silent, I was scared she's gonna realise how bad I fucked up and that she won't be so 'haha funny' about it anymore
"I'm not..." I whispered "unfortunately"
"I need to know everything, now" She looked like she's gonna burst out laughing anytime soon
"Do you seriously want me to tell you everything about me fucking your ex? You're insane" I faked a laugh
"How come you two ended up in a bed together? I'm just curious you know, it doesn't make any sense" She didn't seem like she was bothered about it, which made me kind of uncomfortable
"Yeah that's another point" I whispered. It wasn't just a bed. "We got fucked up at the after party and suddenly I was in his hotel room, can't really remember much" Lie.
She covered her wide out open mouth with her palms "That's unbelievable" She removed the hands, she was still smirking "does anyone know? What about Pierre?"
This is weird. She's literally his ex and she seems more excited about it than pissed.
"No, no one can know, please" I put my palms together in begging her "also Pierre was pissing me off way before the after party, so I kind of dumped him"
"So he also doesn't know? Charles didn't tell him?" She asked
"No, he refuses to tell anyone" I said
"So you two got pretty close to each other this season" She smirked again. What the actual fuck?
"It's disgusting." I smiled fakely "and how come you're not mad at all?"
"Him having someone new is the last thing to bother me really, I'm more curious about him and alcohol than about him and his new girlfriend" She shrugged her shoulders
"Don't ever say that word again when it comes to me and him" Girlfriend. Ew.
"He's not into one night stands, just saying. But no one knows since he changed this much already"
Yeah, it wasn't a ONE night stand, Charlotte.
I just nodded "so you're not gonna kill me?"
"No, I'm actually going to make fun of you because of it now" She laughed
"Perfect" I smiled ironically. I deserve it.
I'm lazy and tired today haha I'm sorry
Love
A.
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