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Becky's PoV
After what Sam mom said I processed the things but I didn't want to forgive Phi Freen for what she did. Sam mom sighed and said "Becky think wisely."

I nodded and hugged her. I finally said "Mom you are everything to me and if I loose you for someone I'll be the greatest fool. I love you the most."

She nodded and hugged me back. I really miss this. She has been avoiding me for a day and it feels like a year to me. Suddenly someone entered and we broke the hug. It was Aunt Jim, Phi Nam, aunt Yuki, aunt Tee, Aunt Kade, uncle Kirk, and lastly Phi Freen.

They all came and asked if mom was ok. Mom just hummed in response as she doesn't like crowds much. All then left after a while except Phi Freen. She looked at me with guilty eyes. I sighed heavily and said "Phi Freen I'm good that I'm forgiving you but please don't bother me anymore. You can leave now. If we ever meet again please act like a stranger and don't ever speak to me again. If I have done something wrong I'm sorry. I'm done with you so you can leave now."

I know it was a big decision. I do love her but not more than mom. I said what's in my heart and tears fell from my eyes. Sam mom hugged me. Phi Freen didn't say a word and left the room.

I made Sam mom to sleep and went to Mon mom to tell her to eat something and take her medication. But she refused then I forced and made her eat. She ate a bit. She even fed me. Then I gave her medication and sat beside Sam mom.

After a few days we were finally back to home. Mom was better now and I made sure she does exercise and meditation daily. I went to company after a long time and there was lots of work. I have literally moved on from Phi Freen after what she did.

I'm happy but not fully happy. I feel empty in my heart but what I did was the best. It was Phi Nam's marriage soon and I know I'll meet her there no matter what. So I'm making myself ready to see her. Without pain and feeling guilty of what I said.

I really don't know what I did was really right but I did for the best. Tomorrow Phi Nam called me for a bachelor party. But I really don't want to go. Mon mom said to go so I'm going to attend the party.

I came back home nearly at 8 pm and Mom's were arguing on something. As I came they gestured me to sit on the couch. Sam mom said "Becky what would you like to have for your birthday?"

I forgot that my birthday was coming. I said "Mom I don't want to celebrate."

Mon mom said "See Khun Sam I told you she will say no."

Sam mom said "But I want to party on my baby's birthday. I have given her birth and I can celebrate the day alone. If you two don't want then I'll go with Heng and his friends. I'll just party with them."

She then sulked. Hmm so they were arguing about that. I said "Mom you look cute when you sulk. (I pinch her nose) Ok arrange whatever you want and I'll be there."

Mom became happy and looked at Mon mom like saying her see I told you she will agree. Mon mom just sighed. She said "Enough of the drama. Becky get freshened up fast we will have dinner."

I nodded and went the room. I got fresh and I'm really not interested in celebrating my birthday it's just to make Sam mom happier. Then I came down. They both were sitting on the dining table and waiting for me. I ran and sat beside Sam mom. She Smiled at me.

She puts dishes to my plate and I eat it. Mon mom pouted and said "Khun Sam am I invisible. Put dishes in my plate as well."

Sam mom giggled at her cuteness and puts dishes to her plate. I really want someone by my side like Sam mom. Really they love each other a lot. I want to have love like them. I remembered Phi Freen and suddenly tears started to form in my eyes. I hid it quickly and said "Mom can I not go to party tomorrow?"

Mon mom said "Becky you never listen to me. Only your Sam mom ha. Why am I not your mother? You are going that's all."

I said "But mom I don't want to see her." Tears escaped from my eyes. I no longer can hold back my tears. Sam mom creased my hairs to calm me and Mon mom said "Beck she won't come there don't worry."

I was bit surprised. How can she not be present on her best friends party? I wanted to ask it out loud but then they'll know that I'm not really able to move on.

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Ok guys why do you think Freen will not attend her best friend party? Will they be able to meet soon?!

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