Do you remember?

44.

Freen's PoV
We all were happy for the moment but sometimes Mon mom used to cry when we went out together like that noon. And Becky she was a bit ok and spent most of her time with her mom. We were trying IVF for two months now and still she has not conceived.

Talking about Sam mom she has become weak. Hair loss, weight loss and her face look so pale. I am so much worried about her. Becky didn't absorb so much changes in her so she seemed happy for now. I fear what would happen if Sam mom is no longer around.

I cry sometimes remembering that situation. It's for sure going to happen and I'm not able to find a remedy for that. It's a fucking pain I can't let it go away. By seeing them suffer makes my heart come out.

This is another day we're going to hospital because Becky is not confirmed pregnant yet. I waited for her outside. She came out. I said "Are you ok Becky? What did the doctor say?"

Becky lowered her head and said "Maybe we should try again Freen."

I then hugged her. Really whenever we here it we feel pain and I can completely understand her. She just want to give birth to the child as soon as possible so that her mom can see her grandchild before she hmm I mean pass away. It's really hard for me to say that but yet it's true.

We went to a restaurant for lunch. Becky was feeling very low and I really don't know what I can do for her. I just fed her as she was not eating anything. I pressed her hand and said "Becky please don't be like this I feel pain.."

She said "Nothing Freen I'm just worried about mom. Did you observe the changes in her. She is not that energetic as before I can't loose her Freen I feel pain."

She then started to sob. I hugged her and rubbed her back. I said "It's fine Becky everything will be ok."

She kept crying. I didn't know she observed. I said "Becky don't cry if you become weak you can't bare a baby. Stay strong and make your mom happy for now. What if she sees you cry. She would also cry so please don't cry my love."

She nodded and wiped her tears. We went back home. Moms were waiting for results but we said we should try again and Becky was bit sad. Sam mom hugged her and said "It's fine baby. You'll try again and you'll get the results don't worry."

She said "I'm worried about you mom. I want to fulfil your last wish that's all."

Sam mom said "It's ok Becky if I see you happy always I'll also be happy. However you should marry Freen in a week do you remember?"

Oh shit I totally forgot about that because of all thats happening in out life. But ya we are marrying in a week. I'm not really excited because all we have is sadness and everyone is just not ready except Sam mom who is very happy to witness our wedding. We are just acting to be happy in front of her.

She continued "Well Freen I hope you'll take good care of my princess. Now she'll be yours forever."

I nodded and hugged her. I whispered to her "Mom I'm really worried about both of them they're just hurt."

She whispered back "Leave Becky and Mon to cook for us we'll speak for a while."

I nodded. She said "Mon I want to taste your and Becky's food. Let's have a complete again."

They both nodded with fake smile and I knew it's fake. As they went in Sam mom pulled me upstairs to her room and locked the door. She said "What happened Freen?"

I said "Mom I didn't want to say you but they both are very much broken. They cry on me for long hours when you're not around. I don't know how to comfort them. I'm literally loosing hope on how to manage them once you're no longer around."

I then sobbed. She hugged me and said "Freen that's why I want Becky to be a mother soon. I believe I'll take a rebirth in her and I'll be her child."

I hugged her tightly and said "Mom your really going to be my child? I'm so happy."

She said "Yes I'll rebirth as your child don't worry ok and never miss me because I'll be there as your child."

I nodded. We went out. I was a bit relaxed. I really didn't have an idea about it but really Sam mom being our child is so good. I'll always take care of her and make her happy as my child.

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