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45.

Becky's PoV
Literally I'm not interested in marriage even though I love Freen. I'm so much worried about mom. IVF failed because of that pain and anxiety. I'm just not ready to loose mom. I can't imagine my life without her.

I and Mon mom were cooking food for Sam mom. It's not a competition anymore I just want to make Sam mom happy. I and mom were just doing our work. We didn't talk to each other for months now because be both are hurt.

I don't know literally how I'll bust out in her arms if I talk to her. I can't handle the pain so I just prepared the food. She kept avoiding me like I did because maybe even she is afraid. We both are acting strong even though we're not and I don't want to cry in front of her.

Let her be strong for now and I'll also act strong. We just prepared food and as it finished I said "I'll prepare the dining table mom."

She said "Hmm ."

I said "Mom are you ok?"

Her tears didn't hold any longer and it escaped through her eyes as mine escaped. It hurts a lot to see our loved once dying. I hugged her and we both cried. She said "Becky I'm sorry but I can't stay stronger anymore day passes and Khun Sam is getting week. Her face looks so pale, her weight is reduced and she looks like a skeleton. I can't see her that way. I'm so depressed and I don't want to cry in front of her so that she is happy."

I just buried my face more in her neck and cried because I don't want to reply. We broke the hug when we heard the foot steps approaching us. Mom wiped my tears as she wiped hers. We prepared the table and they both sat beside each other like Sam mom is her mother and she is mini her. They look exactly same.

I said "Freen it's my place."

She said "What's wrong if I sit here for today?"

I said "No I want to sit beside her she is my mom."

I was a bit angry and upset not in a mood to get teased by Freen. But she continued and said "No I'll sit beside mom."

I ran hit the near by wall hardly and said "Don't follow me leave me alone for a while." Then I ran to my room by closing the door behind hard. I know Freen was just teasing but I feel pain in my heart. I cried hard. I took my earphones and listened to music

'Do you remember, when we were young we were always with our friends. Grab your hand and run away from them.....'

Like the song reminded me of my old days when I played with Sam mom a lot I never used to leave her side. I even used to get jealous of Mon mom being close to her. I always used to sleep with her. She carried me on her back and made me roam all over. She never let me alone. She always understands me and she never forgets to get my milk tea.

I love her. I love her a lot. I can't loose her. As time passed I became calm. Now I have to make her happy not sad. I should be good to her in the last days of her life. I should be able to carry the child. I should eat properly.

I took the earphones out and opened the door. I know my eyes are red but I don't care. I went and everything was same as earlier they had not touched the food and waited for me. Freen had already shifted to another seat. I didn't sit beside Sam mom and everybody looked at me confused.

I said "what? I'm fine now eat mom I prepared it with lots of love."

She nodded and I started to put the food in hers and Freen's plate. I whispered to Freen "I'm sorry."

She mouthed it's ok. We all ate. We didn't speak I know everyone are hurt.

I said breaking the silence "Mom I'll go to work today it's been long."

She said "No need Becky take rest."

I nodded no and said "I should grow the company which you started mom not loose it."

She didn't speak. After eating I went to my room changed and went straight to the company. Today I had lots of work. Because no one came here for months. I did all the paper work and sat. I forgot the time. I kept my phone in silent and kept it in the drawer.

As I finished the work I saw the time and it was 10pm. I was about to take my phone to see so many missed calls. But suddenly the office door opened and Freen came in.

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To all Freen and Becky fan. Don't worry. Everything is fine. Freen and Becky are best friends and will stay together forever. What if they are not couples at-least they're together. I always support them and love them.

If you're hurt even they're. They are so much hurt so let's support them and help them cure their heart. Love you all. Be happy on your own way like my baby said

Let's celebrate our bunny's birthday with lots of happiness and love towards her. Let her be happy on her own way. Ok don't bother her much.

Thank you
Always love Freen and Becky..