UNSPOKEN WORDS

Chapter 40

   MY PARENTS

We all had a dream when we were kids, most kids got what they wanted and others didn't. I was one of the few fortunate kids when I had my parents with me. 
  My mother will give me everything I wished to have and my father would make sure to have more than what I wanted.
  I still have dreams of them, sometimes they're nightmares of the day they were taken away from me. Some others are dreams of them being back with me.
  I love my parents even if they don't deserve it.

My father used to say people do crazy things for love. Now I totally understand. Because for Tom I will kill anyone who even looks at his way.

My mother used to say that I needed to protect what's mine. That's what I'll do.

As I walked towards my class I couldn't stop thinking about them. I few days ago I received a letter from Azkaban telling me I was allowed for one visit each month since now I'm 18.
  I've been anxious since I read the letter, but of course I didn't even think on visiting them.
I'm not ready , not when I haven't made any major accomplishments in my life.

I want my parents to be proud of me when they finally get to see me.

I reached my class and walked towards a free desk, I grabbed my parchment and ink getting ready for the class to begin.

As the the Professor was talking once the class had began, I started to think. Maybe I should see my parents. I bet they would understand why I'm not a successful woman yet. Perhaps i could ask Tom to come with me. I huffed in annoyance when I thought of Tom.

  He's being acting different, very rebellious. He needs to know his place.

I instantly stop with the idea of Tom and I visiting my parents. Then Mattheo came to my mind. I know Mattheo won't mind coming with me. Perhaps my parents will like him more than Tom.
  Mattheo always makes a good first impression .

I got out my thoughts when I felt someone sitting next to me. When I looked at who it was, I see Hugo Weasley. He looked flustered and a little sweaty. He quickly pulled out all he needed for the class and focused on the Professor.

Suddenly he looks at me.
"What is he talking about?" He whispered , I frown he seems unbothered by who I am.
Most students in Hogwarts sometimes feel intimidated by me. Because I'm the daughter of the most powerful duo in the history of all wizards.
    But somehow Hugo wasn't affected by me.
"I wasn't paying attention" I reply with honesty.
"We're doomed" he says smiling, I chuckle and then focused on my attempt of notes. Until I heard him speak again.
"I'm a big fan" I look at him confused
"Pardon?" He looks away nervously for a moment before focusing back at me.
"You're a Manson...your parents are such a big scientist, they must be  extremely smart to create a strong drug, that's fascinating... do you know how they did it? What magic did they used to be that strong and addictive?" He asked genuinely curious. Sadly I didn't know much about my parents work. It wasn't until today that I was aware my parents were scientists and not only drug dealers.
   I should of see it coming.

"Umm , I'm sorry I do not have any answers to that" I say , he then looks at me confused.
"How come? You haven't read about them?" He says as if it was the most obvious thing.
"They don't have a book" I say in a low voice to not take the Professor attention.
"I've tried reading more about them, but the book didn't let me, since I'm not related..."
"The book?"
"The Blood tree book, That book shows all the secrets of all pure-blood and most powerful families in the wizardry world, including yours... mine isn't there since mine isn't involved in dark magic" he says chuckling at the end. I frown in confusion. I was even more curious
"Why would you try to read about my family?" I asked with a slightly threatening tone.
"I want to become a scientist as well... as I say before I'm a big fan of your parents work, not because of Exnis but because of other discoveries they've made"

How come a weasel knows more about my family then I do? I feel extremely stupid and naive.

I cannot stay like this , I need to know everything or most things about my parents. See what I've missed this years. See who a true Manson is.

"Where can I get that book?" I asked. He looks even more nervous
"Umm, restricted section... don't tell anyone I go there, I just love dark arts.. my parents would go insane if they found out" he says
"I won't tell a soul... thank you Hugo" I say nicely he smiled at me and nodded kindly.
  We both continue trying to pay attention to the class. Personally I couldn't focus. I had so many things in my mind.

When class ended I went straight towards the common room. I needed to find Mattheo. I didn't felt like talking to Tom about this. He will say I shouldn't go into the restricted section. He is boring. I love Tom but he needs to be more in my side.
He never does things for me. Sometimes I feel like he doesn't deserves me.
I knocked on Mattheo and Tom's dorm. I know Tom isn't here since he has head boy duties.

Mattheo opened the door with a big smirk on his face.
"Miss me already?"
"Can I come in?" I say ignoring his question. He move to the side letting me come in he closed the door behind me. When I turn around he started to attack my lips. I had to push him away, but he kept me close by holding me by my waist.
"What's wrong?" He asked kissing my neck. I wanted to moan but I resist.
"Need help with something"
"I can tell" he says touching my wetness. I can't believe he made me this wet only by a few kisses.

I pulled away once again and glare at him
"Not that! I need you to come with me to the library tonight." He frowns and nodded
"Okay.. why?" He asked leaning against the wall his eyes focused on me.
"I need to look for valuable information about my parents" he nodded once again.
"At what time?"
"1:20?" He began to think
"I'm spending the night with sirena, I guess I can leave when she falls asleep" I ignored the fact that he is going to sleep with Sirena.

No emotions only sex

That was our agreement, I can't be the first to break that one and simple rule.
"Great... meet me outside the library at 1:15.. got it?" I asked he nodded
"Got it...I have a boner" I rolled my eyes and go to the door.
"Use your fucking hand" I say to then leave his dorm.
I heard him say
"I'll fuck you in the library Cherry"