Endless Harmony (The Runaway Girls Series #3)

Chapter 13

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mga batang hamog for equinox
6:45 PM

tiniejagger:
hoy tangina ilang months ka nang mia darlene

felixnavidad:
gago kaya nga : (( wala na tayong mga event
si darlene lagi pasimuno niyan

piercingnilevi:
balik ka na sa equinox dar di na kami galit : ))

onlyforequinox:
saan ka ba banda sa ortigas nang ma-hunting kita
kinginamo wag mo kami iwan sa ere

simonrkvs:
hi hehe
musta buhay guys
kaka-graduate q lang < 33

piercingnilevi:
CONGRATS BITCH

felixnavidad:
hai dar
may album release event yung equinox

simonrkvs:
kailan
baka pass muna aq

tiniejagger:
luh cia!!! ano ba nangyayari
bakit parang ilag ka sa equinox?

onlyforequinox:
ikaw pa naman hinihintay namin
ang tagal ng naka-rest yung equinox zone
lagi tayo hinahanap ng fans sa mga event

simonrkvs:
hindi lang naman pagfa-fangirl buhay q goiz
kung gusto nio kayo na lang mag-handle nian
i think i'll pass na sa mga event simula ngayon

felixnavidad:
parang tanga lang
ang tagal mong hindi nagparamdam
tapos babalik ka dito para lang sabihin iyan?
ni wala kang heads up
iniwan mo lang ng basta basta yung e-zone

piercingnilevi:
ganon na lang yon?
basta basta mo na lang bibitawan tong equinox zone?

tiniejagger:
unfair mo dar
tagal ka naming hinintay

simonrkvs:
sorry talaga guys
i can't really do this na : ((
good luck sa future events niyo

onlyforequinox:
dar?
ano bang reason?
para maintindihan naman namin

simonrkvs:
equinox is...
ewan
they're too much to handle
ang suffocating
and i realized na ang dami kong naiwan na responsibility dahil sa kabaliwan q sa kanila
sana maintindihan niyo ako guys : ))
sorry talaga

tiniejagger:
eh?

simonrkvs:
dm niyo na lang ako
magdo-donate ako sa album release event nila
sa robman gaganapin yon diba?
salamat sa lahat guys : ))

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After my birthday, I had a bit of a wake-up call. I realized that I was putting a lot of effort into things that weren't really paying off. So, I decided to take a step back. I stopped going to their events, and I stopped trying to make things happen with Simon. It wasn't easy, but I knew it was the right thing to do. I was just wasting my time, and I was starting to feel like a fool. And to top it all off, Simon didn't even seem to notice that I was pulling away. He never even messaged me again.

Matagal na rin ang huli naming pag-uusap. Birthday ko pa yung huli namin kaya hindi na rin ako nagsikap pa na batiin siya kahit noong birthday niya. Same with him, hindi rin siya bumati noong graduation ko kahit pa nakita kong naka-view naman siya sa mga story ko. Habang tumatagal din mas lalong lumalaki ang pangalan ng Equinox, and that's when I realized that Simon is indeed out of my reach. The past few months had just been me living in a tiny bubble of fantasy.