Obsession

The Queen

Lilys pov-
Luckily the car ride only lasted about 10 minutes so I chose not to yell at mommy, for now. I could see a big bright blue and pink building with the words 'Sunshine Toys' on the front and started to bounce up and down while tying but failing at my seatbelt, they seemed to park extra slow and wouldn't get out of the car!
"Mommy hurry up." I whine as I kick my feet kind of feeling small again but not by much. I think I just really want to explore the inside.
"Lovey I'm going as fast as I can I need to make sure I have everything, you wouldn't want mommy to forget her wallet right?" She asks, I sigh really loud and slouch back into the car seat. A few moments later Jane opens my door and unbuckles me then she places me on the floor so I can walk. I decide to hold mommy's hand though and stay extra close to her.

"Okay baby before we go in I need to set some rules, first do not let go of my hand or I'm putting you in the shopping cart, second please be on your best behavior and last I want you to pick out anything regardless of price so pick what you like babygirl, okay?" She says while she crouches down slightly so we were the same height.
"otay mommy, I'll be a good girl I promise." I quickly say trying to see the toys as soon as possible. She seems pleased with my answer and started walking us inside, it was amazing! There is bright colors everywhere and a giant robot! I look up and see toys flying above us and start to jump up and down I can't help it I'm just to excited. Everything looks so fun and this store was huge there are so many toys I can't decide where to start, even the shopping cart is fun. It looks like a race car, now I want to sit on the shopping cart instead of walk but before I can tell Jane, something catches my eyes.

A very big very pink penguin with a pretty purple bow is standing on a table in the middle of tiny penguins, she's the queen! That must be it, and I need her.
"Mommy mommy I want that one, peas!" I say a little too loud as I point to the big stuffie. I try to drag her over to the penguin and it works!
"The big one lovey or a little one?" Mommy asks with a giggle, she smiling softly and her eyes seem watery, why is she sad?
"Big one, mommy you otay?" I ask trying to get her to pick me up. She does and I'm not on her hip, mommy nods her head and smiles even bigger.
"I am more than okay babygirl, mommy is just really happy that's all." She tells me

I stay on her hip while Jane grabs the queen and gently places her in the shopping cart. After we walk around for about an hour and I pick a lot of stuff out like, stuffies, blocks, games, dress up stuff and all kinds of things. Shopping for toys was making feel very small and also slightly tired. Jane told me we could leave after mommy pick a few little supplies out for me.
"Would you like to watch a movie in the car while your mommy rings everything up?" Jane asks nicely. I nod my head as we walk towards to car.

Jane's pov-
It took Victoria quite some time to ring up and pay for everything but as soon as she finished up and we somehow managed to fit everything she drove us back home.
"jane I sleepy." Lily says as she tugs on the sleeve of my shirt. We are in her room right now trying to put everything away, it's mainly V but I do occasionally help her with some blocks.
"Okay little one how about I change you really quick and get you into something comfortable?" I ask as I pick her up and walk us over to her changing table. She yawns and nods her head slowly closing her eyes.

I lay her down gently and begin to undress her and change her diaper, I add extra powder and some ointment as well because I can see a small rash forming. After I get her all cleaned up I put her in a blue t shirt and some shorts.
"Are you ready for your nap now bug?" I ask her pretty sure of the answer already.
"Yes please" Lily softly whispers.
Making sure that she is nice and comfortable in her crib she doesn't waste anytime falling asleep.

A few minutes had passed and Victoria and I are nearly done with the room we just need to put a few things away in the toy box.
"Jane come here please" Victoria says in a low voice, it made me nervous.
"What is it" I couldn't even finish my sentence because I can see V holding up 3 bottles of alcohol in the air with a pissed off look on her face.
"Maybe it was from when we first got here and she was drunk?" I say trying to save Lily from the punishment I know she's going to get.
"I don't care when it was obtained, if she didn't plan on drinking it why would she have it?" V snaps. I quickly look away towards the floor and sigh.
"You have a point V, at least wait until her nap is over before confronting her about it, please she's had a big day." I try to reason.
"Clean up the remainder of the room and meet me in the living room in 10 minutes, or I'll change my mind." She says dismissively. Victoria turns around to leave and closes the door softly.

Victorias pov-
Little brats! I should punish the both of them but even I know there is no point of punishing Lily, the medication will hopefully be in effect when she wakes up from her nap, Jane however there is no excuse for her behavior. I can't do that because there is no contract in place at the moment so I'm forced to let this slide!

I guess I'll just drink the rest of the liquor as revenge and call it even, I start to walk towards the kitchen and grab 2 shot glasses and some orange juice as well. When I get to my living room I place everything on the coffee table and put on some music, sitting down I open the bottle of vodka and the orange juice. Jane came in and sat down next to me.
"I'm sorry Victoria I didn't mean to upset you." She says, I pour two shots and hand her one.
"It's okay love, besides you aren't my submissive it's not like I can punish you, yet." I say quickly taking the shot afterwards.

She simply smiles back at me with a slight giggle.
"Yet hmm?" Jane says quietly I think more to herself than for me. We spend about an hour like this, flirting and drinking well I did most of the drinking Jane did most of the flirting.

Lilys pov-
I woke up in my crib feeling very very small and also very lonely, why would they leave me here by myself? Mommy doesn't like me anymore!? Looking around I can see all of my new toys, I want no need to play with them. But how do I get down? The bars are too high up and so is the crib, I don't want to fall and get hurt and I need help.
"mommy" i say quietly, nothing happens and no one shows up. It makes me kind of sad and I feel like crying but I'm trying my hardest not to. I notice my bear stuffie who I decided to name Rose is next to me, I pick her up and cuddle into her realizing it smells like mommy I do calm down slightly.

I still feel too small like I shouldn't be left alone or don't want to be left alone, for some reason I feel like I NEED mommy with me at all times. I can feel myself start to get worked up and start to cry but I don't care I just want mommy. I sit down and quietly cry holding rose for dear life hoping she could make me feel better.

"Lily babygirl are you okay? what's the matter little love?" I can suddenly hear mommy say from the door. I quickly turn around to see if it's really her and it is!
"Oh baby don't cry, mommy's here lovey, I've got you come here baby" she coos. I reach for her eagerly and mommy is fast to pick me up letting me cuddle into her chest while she carries me.
I don't say anything, forming words feels like it would be tiring so I instead continue make small noises and cuddle into mommy.

"You are such a small little one, hmm baby, are you mommy's little baby?" She asks me in the sweetest voice ever. To this I nod happily as I smile big for her, mommy giggles and gives me a gently kiss on my nose.
"Are you hungry lovey?" Mommy asks walking us out of my room and down the long stairs. I nod my head
"mhm I hungy" I say after some struggle.
"How about I get something in that little tummy then huh?" Mommy says while tickling my tummy it makes me laugh, mommy is so silly.

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